#kingjaegerjaquez

[childofthemarker]

"...I need an Adulllt!"

[childofthemarker]

She could only smile, her arms limply wrapping around his torso to return the gesture. “…Yeah…It’s…It’s better while I’m out of there…” She replied quietly. “What’re you doing here?”

[childofthemarker]

Grimmjow,

I had gotten out- And no surprise, they found me and dragged me back. Deserve it or not; I'm literally in Hell. I haven't eaten in tops..? About a week. ALL of what my diet consists, I haven't slept in four days, I'm just...

Being in this place is making me insane.

I look forward to when you visit; but by then, I might be in Solitary, or just think you're not really there. Because I'm seeing too much that isn't real already, and I've been caught before by one of the...meaner nurses.

She always comes in...And tells me that I'm like this because I'm a weak, stupid little girl who let a guy get the best of her.

She's right- He had the best of me- And all he left here was the insecurity and anxiety and everything negative about me; And that's a lot.

I can tell I'm rambling now. Can you tell I'm tired? Oh- Sorry about the black goo on here. I think I cut myself or coughed to hard- I just noticed it now.Please visit soon.

I'd ask you to help me, but,

I think I'm beyond any help now.

Ella.

Ps; To answer your question- I'm not eating anything. I'm down to 82 lbs because of my lack of food. So. You know. Starving is... Is um.. My solution. To that.

[childofthemarker]

Grimmjow,

I really miss you

I'm sorry that I didn't have time to tell you everything. I'm sorry. I know how hard you're tying to understand emotions, and I'm so proud of your progress I know it's hard. I was there once, trying to help someone else.

I wanted to thank you. So much. You were the only constant thing in my life. Even if we started out rough- You've always been there for me.And you have never once reduced me to this.

I'm sorry I'm so broken and mangled and messed up. I'm sorry I ever Loved you more than I should have bothered you with my stupid issues. You have enough on your plate.

Please; Don't try to talk to him.

I've given up hope

There's no point anymore. HE's the person you hated before

And he's the one who hates me now.

Just... just come see me soon. It's only been a day, and I'm already feeling like I did then. I feel like they're all watching me

I feel like theyre going to tell me I'm a monster again

Please Help  Visit me soon.

I -love miss you.

-Ella.

[master-cifer]

Gives up and sulks. Decides that he is no longer bringing his human objects to Ulquiorra anymore. "Disney Princesses shouldn't run off with things. If ya don't come back I'll use the milk as yer face paint to turn ya into a true Ulqui-White."

"Idiot, I am whiter than milk!" He shouted from far away. 

[master-cifer]

"Yer face needs paintin'. I decided the lines on yer face ain't nice by themselves. Ya need a green mustache to go with it at the very least," he explained, handing Ulquiorra the milk carton. "And I can't for the everlovin' fuck open that damn human milk thing. So I want you to do it. 'Cause yer supposed to be the human expert. So work yer batty Disney Princess magic and open it fer me."

"I will open it on one condition." 

"Hand over the paint."

[master-cifer]

Sits in Ulquiorra's ask box with a carton of milk and green face paint.

*eyes the face paint nervously* 

"For what reason are you here?"

[childofthemarker]

I used to Rule the World

Seas would rise when I gave the Word, Now in the morning, I sleep alone

Sweep the Streets I used to Own.

I used to Roll the Dice

Feel the fear in my Enemies eyes, Listen as the Crowd would sing

Now the old King is Dead, Long live the King

One Minute I held the Key

Next, the walls were closed on me, and I discovered that my Castles stand

Upon Pillars of Salt and Pillars of Sand.

I hear Jerusalem Bells are Ringing, Roman Cavalry Choirs are Singing

Be my, Mirror my Sword and shield, My Missionaries in a Foreign Field

For some reason I can't Explain, Once you Go there was never, Never an Honest Word

And that was when I ruled the World.