Grimmjow,
I really miss you
I'm sorry that I didn't have time to tell you everything. I'm sorry. I know how hard you're tying to understand emotions, and I'm so proud of your progress I know it's hard. I was there once, trying to help someone else.
I wanted to thank you. So much. You were the only constant thing in my life. Even if we started out rough- You've always been there for me.And you have never once reduced me to this.
I'm sorry I'm so broken and mangled and messed up. I'm sorry I ever Loved you more than I should have bothered you with my stupid issues. You have enough on your plate.
Please; Don't try to talk to him.
I've given up hope
There's no point anymore. HE's the person you hated before
And he's the one who hates me now.
Just... just come see me soon. It's only been a day, and I'm already feeling like I did then. I feel like they're all watching me
I feel like theyre going to tell me I'm a monster again
Please Help Visit me soon.
I -love miss you.
-Ella.