Do you know the feeling when you know the one person you love most will more than likely never be “your” end game?
The countless thoughts, back and forth, “but I love him” “why cant we fight for it”. But the one question always resides at the back of my head, why? Why couldn’t he love me enough to fight?
Yes, we love one another and he loves me, but he has already made up his mind for our future; his future.
Another girl will eventually feel the love he once gave you, and you’ll wonder why? Why couldn’t he do that for me? Not because he didn’t love you, not because you was never enough but because on top of the hard exterior that he built up over time, on top of the exterior he built to impress his friends to make him seem like something he isn’t, he was scared. Love isn’t linear; it is cyclical. Cyclical in the sense that no matter the ups or downs and the squiggles of love thrown off edge, two people in love will always meet back at the end.. the circle will always join back to one another.
Simply, don’t overthink of what love once was or could be; if it was meant to be, the universe, god, would allow that.
