i miss u where r u☹️☹️
ugh hi my babies ☹️☹️
So I didn’t mean to disappear like that but my work schedule went ape shit. We had someone leave so I was working 60+ hours a week on a shift that flipped between evenings and overnights.
And idk how many of yall are aware but I work in death investigations. It was a long period of me seeing things and going on cases that were fucking me up in ways I didn’t realize until later so it all hit at once- I just needed to take some time to myself completely and kinda accept I needed to get help and find someone to talk to abt it. And I did / am! I’m doing much better! But it was just A LOT and I’m sure yall could understand why I wasn’t getting things out like I used to be.
I mean like it was days where I was working 3pm-8am to only go back in at 7pm the same day. The shit I tried to write?! Incoherent 😭😭
I ended up talking to my chief abt how ass it was for me to be working the hours I was on the shift I was. I am being moved to a “regular” shift!! I have a vacation I am going on to give me a break and I’m hoping that and being on a regular shift will allow me to come back!! It’s the shift I was on when I was posting regularly when I first started 😭😩
I promise I’m still lurking, and it means so much that yall are checking in on me and saying sillies in my inbox!! It reminds me that although most of yall follow me for my smut that yall also follow me for me.
I love you all so much! I promise ppv is not abandoned. I just needed to get myself some help and get some rest ❤️
Hope yall can understand.
Much love, wiwi 🥝














