May 12
Bro I'm geeked asf and I thought what if the reason I get obsessed with people that give me bread crumbs and mixed signals and I hold on to the slightest validation I get to the point of delusion is because of the klance trauma bc that's lowkey what the creators did there, they had us with the push and pull manipulation tactic, hinting at it but not giving it. Now I'm trying to heal that version of myself that was going genuinely crazy over ts in 2018 by finally getting the clarity my fried nervous system needs out of a stressful and confusing situation like this. I shouldn't've smoked that shit