11th may 2014
I’m not sure how to feel again, this seems to be happening quite often, how do you suddenly decide what emotion you should be feeling? In certain moments I have certain clarity of what I feel, but also clarity of what I should be feeling and I realise how different the two are. I was once asked by a friend who knew my inner most thoughts, why I thought that my true feelings are wrong ? Why is it what I think I should feel is right because I’m told it? I don’t know how to answer her question because I don’t honestly know what emotion I should feel in context to my situation. But this was years ago and since then my certain moments of clarity have revealed that, no emotion, no matter how opposite it seems, is wrong, because you are born feeling the way you feel and no one is born wrong. To say someone is born wrong is now a matter of national outcry.