a letter meant to be read only once my character is dead
Because it’s this kind of letter… I guess the first thing I should say would be ‘sorry’.
I’m not so good with this sort of format, too indirect. It’s easy to write things and then you regret once they’re out. It’s embarrassing. I bet my cool speeches are better than notes.
Knowing myself I messed up big time somewhere, tried to help someone… Was a little too reckless. Maybe it was for you or some another one but in the end it’s my own fault and if I got killed then it’s the killer’s fault. That’s how it does.
But well, y’know, you’ll do just fine without me… I’m the one who couldn’t find which btw supports the previous paragraph pretty well don’t you think.
If I was killed; find my killer and murder them. I wonder if it’s useless to ask you that? You’ll probably get a little too hotheaded about it but please just wait nicely for the trial, k? It’s selfish of me but I figured I’d ask anyway - it’s a request though. Not an order, you wouldn’t listen to me anyway if I said it like that, heh.
There were lots of things I wouldn’t have minded to tell you about me but I guess it’s too late now. Sorry about that too. And sorry about dying before you could kill me.
You’re a good kid, y’know. Better than you think at very least. Try to find someone to lean on, ok? Your Mama and Papa were right.
PS: Don’t get killed, thanks.