#koi rambles

[koi-koi-fishie]

Hi, my name is Koi Nightrome.

I am a aro/ace and demigirl, religious girl.

I like minecraft and my siblings Alaska and Dante ( @alaska-nightrome and @dante-nightrome ). My caretaker is called Flower. Xe posts under #bl00m1ng mal1c3.

My favourite characters are Calne ca (Vocaloid), Taph (Forsaken), Kandi (Noob Mayhem) and Dusekkar.

No dni but I block freely.

I apologize if I come off as rude but I also don't.

[koiturine]

so 👏 in reference to this post...

one idea that i had that's kinda goofy:

the questline would be VERY heavily advertised w the cliche "you're cordially invited to the wedding of ave/n.tu-rine and koi on xyz date"

and it's like an in canon wedding invite that everyone got, they're going to a planet that the ip.c wants to acquire that in reality in its current state is super low value bc of the st/el!la.ron on it

like the leader knows it's there, doesn't know what to do about it, but is doing everything they can to keep everyone happy until the end bc they don't want everyone to freak out (the planet is in MASSIVE debt, but it definitely has the bones to make it back and then some it's kinda like space los angeles/las vegas) honestly it's kind of a mix of "dance until the world ends" and "you can literally pry my payments out of my cold dead hands" bc the leader secretly despises the i.pc so she's going scorched earth

literally everyone that knows avie will just be like "i have no idea who the fuck this guy is" when going to the wedding. there's a lot of ??? abt us aside from everyone genuinely not knowing me, but when they get to know me we appear so painfully incompatible no one could possibly understand what we see in each other

i don't invite any guests, bc the wedding is... actually a sham

like straight up he invited everyone and the as.tral express specifically to indirectly trick them into taking care of the stel.lar-on

a lot of purposefully playing up our affection, going on extremely public dates bc he knows none of y'all believe that we're really in love, and there's a lot of... smoke and mirrors, nothing ever feels quite right about it.

like everyone thinks that avie is seriously being mind controlled, but they manage to pull him aside at some point and realize that his love for me is very real. (but honestly they still think he's being hypnotized) so after that, they pull me aside and i just... it's abundantly clear that i'm not.

if i was mind controlling him, i'd probably be very confident and in high spirits but i have some seriously obvious doubts

express: wdym he loves you sooo much and we've seen you you obviously love him too

me: ...no, of course we love each other, i'm worried about the huge fucking ste\llar0n ruining everything

express: ...oh

since the st!ella.r0n was pretty obviously not bothering anyone, he figured you wouldn't do anything abt it without some kind of incentive and obviously "the i.pc wants it" is nowhere NEAR enough

it's revealed at the end when everything's taken care of that it was really a sham and we're not getting married

...but then after everyone leaves we sit quietly together at the place we had our first dinner date. the first dinner date you saw + the first actual date we had. there's actually a lot of sentimental value to the planet too, since it was where we first met. he went there a few years ago to try for debt collection, and managed to at least get a payment plan out of them.

he came here for a dinner break and saw me eating alone here, made some jokes, we laughed and ended up sharing a whole bottle of wine. neither of us really wanted the night to end.

and here we were again at the same table, quietly exchanging wedding rings with a kiss.

[witchings-ofkoi]

you ever feel like when you try to picture of describe yourself all you get is that faceless figure with static and flickering censor boxes/glitches hiding any facial/defining features so you dont really know what or who you really are ?

on top of that i cant exactly recognize my face in a mirror. thats my body sure but thats not me im looking at. idk what i look like but thats not me.

i feel like this also applies to how i view my gender. maybe i can get a vague idea but its not clear and changes. y'know?

[kodzukoi]

you guys make me want to write poetry >:( (i am mad bc i do not like my poetry lol)

yes, luna (@itsmiyamore), i'm looking at you at the time being

but like

gosh

you guys' writing style?? it's just so... magical??? and ethereal?? and like how do you exist and where have you been my whole life-

[koibitotedare]

Pls imagine news anchor oikawa and his camera man iwaizumi who always take on the dangerous stuff. Oikawa always complains about how the storm wind/rain ruins his appearance and iwaizumi complains about the rains incompatibility with his equipment...

[koiturine]

summer themed aven sp?? with my dumbass that loves summer and cruises and the beach and how the fuck do we keep getting more canon every time he shows up it's truly fate

[koi-koi-fishie]

Dante is letting me read one of his stories today. He usually doesn't let me see them since it embarrasses them, since it's usually based on their internal feelings, but I am super happy. Dušeque keeps saying they are good :)

[koi-koi-fishie]

I finally got to start fronting again after so long. I am really happy now :).

I am with Alaska and Dusek, and they keep rambling about something that I shouldn't be aware of. It seems to embarrass Dusek a lot.

I might post my art soon...