#kokonattsutokui

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This time, my hyperfixation is about turtles. So, I fell into the TMNT fandom again- And I discovered Rottmnt. And when I found this Celestial AU from @ashwii, I could not resist the urge to draw.

Characters are Donatello and myself (but in a Celestial way)! I wanted to draw myself as the eclipse phenomenon. I have these 2 scars on my forehead that could look like a moon and a "sun". And voilà!

Here's some ideas I used to make this appearance:

- Marks are glowing to indicate wich eclipse is showing (Total solar, total lunar or partial eclipse). Here, it's total lunar eclipse.

- Skin goes whiter when the moon is partially or totally hidden. Darker if it's the sun. Here, it's becoming whiter.

- Hair show the eclipse's time. It's becoming "night" when it's ongoing. It's becoming "day" when it starts to finish. Here, it's ongoing.

- Donatello is in full moon.

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Poll contest

There's a poll contest going on (on Instagram) and I couldn't help but think about this little interaction between me and my character.

Procreate belongs to me. Kokonattsu Tokui is myself.

Volt belongs to @/splasher2nd.

The stories belong to @/arts_by_cy.

(To my surprise, Procreate won the first round lmao-)

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B-Boss...?

FINALLYYY!! I managed to finish that! I thank @/artzii_child (instagram) for extending the deadline! 😭 Without it, I would have never finish in time! (my family loves me too much to leave me alone lmao-). It's my first DTIYS that is not cancelled too! XD

I really like how it turned out! I began this around 2 weeks ago, but in fact, it took me a little more than 10 hours!

Nightmare belongs to Jokublog.

Killer belongs to rahafwabas.

Cross belongs to Jakei.

Horror belongs to sourapplestudios.

Dust belongs to ask-dustale.

Take note that they ARE NOT the canon characters!

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Backrooms

And finally done! I had to scroll down around a hundred of audios "saved for later" to find this one-

This was a WIP for sooo long!

1. Characters here are my brother (Kayton), my sister (Kyûto) and me (Kokonattsu)!

2. My sister set up this rule of "You miss your turn when you draw a card". That's why Kayton doesn't play after drawing one.

3. Kyûto doesn't know you can't finish an Uno game with a +4, especially if your opponent has no cards left. So, she thinks she lost (it really happened yeah-)

4. There will be (maybe) a 2nd part!

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Hm... Same as the time before-

This time, I asked some people which Sans I should draw, before picking a pose.

They say Cross.

I found the pose. I couldn't make a better choice! It suits him perfectly!

Cross belongs to Jakei.

The pose comes from Figurosity.

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I recently discovered Figurosity and some silly poses. I thought "would be fun to draw a Sans in one of those". Someone said Epic, here we go:

Plus, it suits him well. He's dead- so going to heaven, I guess?

Epic belongs to yugogeer012.

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Happy 21th birthday!

Growing up just doesn't hit me the same at different ages.

I used to grow up thinking I could not spend another year again on earth, I was doubtful, afraid. Now, I'm 21. Sometimes, I wonder what my 12-years-old-me would think about it! It was not a nice period for her...

But you know what?

I do not want to stop there! I want to see what awaits me in the future, I want to try even though I'm still afraid. Though, I'm too young to get old... so I'll just be myself until then!

Happy 21th birthday to me! And thanks for following me through my antics! 🎉

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Hair hold memories

Here! Have some angst! Like my OCs, I had some character development-

Joking aside, I was bullied for a long, long time. I lost most of my childhood memories because of that. I managed to write some things before losing the rest.

I need those memories. Not to mourn but to spread awareness. And to remind me that I must stand up for myself and the others going through the same thing. Bullying is not a joke or justified, whatever your reasons. I was not saved by anyone else but myself. And yeah, I actually wouldn't be here in my 20s if I had give up for good at my 13.

Song: Stitches - Shawn Mendes