Do you believe me if I say I spent 28 hours on this?
I wanted to test some things (like the scarf turning into flowers) and they turned out well, I think! I finished this the very morning of my week of finals 😭 At 2:30AM actually.
I chose a different kind of moths! When I saw the DTIYS, and since Zane was bleeding and moths were like... drawn to his blood, I thought "wait, I remember species who FEEDS on blood!"
And here I was, drawing vampire moths. I chose the Calyptra bicolor!
And of course, you must know the flowers: red spider lilies... linked to death. :3
Aaaand another DTIYS! I had fun doing this one too, the idea of this perspective kinda popped up in my head. I tested some brushes I already had or I had downloaded!
Growing up just doesn't hit me the same at different ages.
I used to grow up thinking I could not spend another year again on earth, I was doubtful, afraid. Now, I'm 21. Sometimes, I wonder what my 12-years-old-me would think about it! It was not a nice period for her...
But you know what?
I do not want to stop there! I want to see what awaits me in the future, I want to try even though I'm still afraid. Though, I'm too young to get old... so I'll just be myself until then!
Happy 21th birthday to me! And thanks for following me through my antics! 🎉
having adhd and being a creator is like being on a timer. oh sorry you have this art idea? well you have approximately 12 hours to start it and 6 hours to finish the task or else you will lose interest and inevitably move on. oh you have an idea for a one-shot? well you’d better finish it in a day unless you want to banish it to your wips forever. ding dong bitch
Here! Have some angst! Like my OCs, I had some character development-
Joking aside, I was bullied for a long, long time. I lost most of my childhood memories because of that. I managed to write some things before losing the rest.
I need those memories. Not to mourn but to spread awareness. And to remind me that I must stand up for myself and the others going through the same thing. Bullying is not a joke or justified, whatever your reasons. I was not saved by anyone else but myself. And yeah, I actually wouldn't be here in my 20s if I had give up for good at my 13.
It turned out that I did not understand some questions correctly due to rough translation using the program. Therefore there are two results. And in principle they can exist with me at the same time.
Because, yes, I now consume large amounts of information on my fixation and this supports me. And I’m ready to write an essay on some topic if I’m passionate enough about it.
At the same time, I have this image of a person who will live on a farm and grow plants. Because I like to watch new fruits grow and flowers appear. And I'm literally drawing now boys having fun while relaxing.
So most likely I'm a mixture of these two guys, and in principle, I'm happy with that. I still can’t decide where to reblog interesting or fandoy things. But probably still here. I apologize if I bothered you with my reblog and/or mention.
Don't want to take the test and play with the result? @asterclaw @bluedove216 @elizakai
Slides these tags quietly under a door @elizakai @zucchiyeni @switchthedragon @safwunnz @cosmo-clown @fir3lit3 @cakesmelons @asterclaw if any of you been tagged already, oop lmao
FOR THE FORGOTTEN ONES AHHH😭someone caught me in an older post- And yes I am a fan of the story. I figured that I should show you guys the fanarts I made for it so here we go :D
And finally done! I had to scroll down around a hundred of audios "saved for later" to find this one-
This was a WIP for sooo long!
1. Characters here are my brother (Kayton), my sister (Kyûto) and me (Kokonattsu)!
2. My sister set up this rule of "You miss your turn when you draw a card". That's why Kayton doesn't play after drawing one.
3. Kyûto doesn't know you can't finish an Uno game with a +4, especially if your opponent has no cards left. So, she thinks she lost (it really happened yeah-)
I'm working on a fanfiction named "Stone Cold Killer". Will be on Killer and Dust... maybe a ship? I don't really know for now-
It's inspired by:
The song "Stone Cold Killer" from @/SharaX (Youtube)
The headcanons and incorrect quotes from @/b4d_.s4turn (Instagram)
Some drawings from @/anothertale_neil (Instagram)
Here are the first paragraphs!
Warning: I don't usually write light stuff. There's nothing explicit though.
Who has never dreaded the urban evening?
Black falls in a sinuous way or instantly. This lying shade, this oppressive atmosphere giving you the impression of suffocating in your sleep... This feeling of cold, morbid, ominous. That gives goose bumps and makes you at bay. After all, when the lightness of the day fades behind the insipid buildings, the shadows emerge from their hideout and inexorably blossom, engulfing the slightest gleam remaining on their path, taking back their rights that had been taken from them the night before. Sneaky and fearsome. Never inhabitants nor travelers appreciate them. Like the plague, they must be avoided at all costs and the reflex is to find a weapon, the smallest light to defend oneself against them. Flashlight, mobile phone... Whichever.
At night, the immense, effervescent and reassuring city becomes the lair of darkness, an untrustworthy and hungry monster. Only a few lights deign to illuminate, from time to time in a great act of kindness, passersby of a minute lost out of home. Black is a sign of disclosed crime, hidden forbidden passion, dissimulated hatred. The screams are silenced in the depths of the dead ends, breaths are held or wheezing. The danger invades the neighborhoods, roams tirelessly, progresses noiselessly, corrupts and devours the soul and the body. Nothing belongs to anyone anymore: houses like reason, the word of the child like the one of the woman. It is impossible to distinguish the truth from the lie, the shelter from the trap, the friend from the enemy, the human from the animal. When the sun moves away, the true colors of the world unveil themselves under this dark canvas.
I didn't have time to make something, though... and school is beginning soon for me.
It feels weird but... this anniversary makes me feel nostalgic. I am 20 years old, I was 12 going on 13 when Undertale came out! It was literally the only game I grew up with and never abandonned. I don't and I miss those years, so I have mixed feelings-
And listening to "Memory" is enough to almost make me cry, I'm becoming old- ;-;
