#koppee specials

[wild-selenite-caffine]

smoke clouds amidst the rain

persona series | takuto maruki centric Ⓣ | wc: 300 | complete fic warnings: depictions of self-harm (smoking)

Not everyone sees a rainy day as a bad thing. Though, maybe it was a little, with all the nicotine weaving through the droplets. To him, at least.

written for the following bingo fills + events:

@anyfandomgoesbingo - “Sickness” 

@eclipsingbingo - "Coughing Fit"

@fandombingo - "Isolation"

@julybreakbingo - "Reflection", "Gone", "Harmful - Benign", "Gift", "Please." (1x5, 2023); "Trabble" (Pre-JBB, 2024)

@lyricalescape - "I've been trying to fix my pride, but that shit's broken.", "Reality is long gone, but that's gone.", "You know you are a paradox and you contradict", "Callin and callin but nobody comes, fallin and fallin, no air in my lungs.", "Good Goodbye"

@multifandom-flash - "Trapped with the Therapy Session", "It's probably nothing", "He Went That Way" (R2 C2002)

@slumberpartybingo - "Truth: What is your biggest regret?"

@seasonaldelightsbingo - "[Insert] Takes a Self Care Day" (Types of Love Bingo)

Tarot Card Bingo - Knight of Wands

@thebutcherbingo - Woe is Me

@fnafbingo - Too Kind for Their Own Good

[wild-selenite-caffine]

massages

persona series | akira kurusu x yu narukami (pegoban)

Ⓖ | wc: 650 | complete fic

Being a detective for a living tended to be a double-edged sword, but Yu was glad he could come to a coffee-filled (and coffee-scented) home.

written for the following bingo fills + events:

@slumberpartybingo - “Self-soothe by giving yourself (or allowing someone else to give you) a hand massage.” (Self-Care Sunday #1) / “Truth: Do you trust your spouse / friend / crush?” @lgbtqbingo - “Childhood Friends to Lovers” @fandombingo - “Akira Kurusu x Yu Narukami” @julybreakbingo - “Frequent - Seldom”, “Normal”, "Immense - Minute” (2023) @lyricalescape - “”We’re having fun, what other reason do you need?"”, “"Made up my mind, wanna be like you. we don’t care what other people say."”, “Bloom” @multifandom-flash - “Stronger Than they Look”, “Badass Adorable” (C1002) / “A Friend in Need”, “We Used to be Friends” (C2002) Tarot Card Bingo - “Four of Wands” @seasonaldelightsbingo - “Playing with Their Hair”, “Finding Safety in Their Lover's Side”. “Going to a Cafe” @sweetspicybingo - “Proud Of U”, “Puppy Love”

[wild-selenite-caffine]

cigarette daydreams

persona series | akira kurusu centric Ⓣ | wc: 1,462 | complete fic warnings: depictions of self-harm (smoking)

One cigarette, he told himself. One cigarette before he would go back to sleep.

written for the following bingo fills + events:

@anyfandomgoesbingo - “Morality Crisis” 

@thebutcherbingo - “Harmful Healing”

@julybreakbingo - “Nuance”, “Falling Through Ice or Bleeding Out” ,”Allude / Absent-minded”, “Pressure”, “Split” (5x5, 2023) / “After Dark or Early Morning“ (Pre-JBB, 2024)

@lyricalescape - “In My Blood”, “Everyone’s a secret, no one lets you in. they only show you pieces, never skeletons.", “”Always in a fight with my nightmares. Body’s in the room but I'm not there.", “"They're making up a story so that they can control you and me."”, “"The silhouette in the dark alley, I’m chasing you."”

@multifandom-flash - “I was having such a nice dream”, “Bubble Gun” (R2 C1002) / “Masquerade”, “Come With Me if You Want to Live”, “Imaginary Enemy” (R2 C2002)

Tarot Card Bingo - “Judgement”

@slumberpartybingo - “Truth: How well do you sleep at night?”

@seasonaldelightsbingo - “Playing with Their Hair”, “Finding Safety in Their Lover's Side”. “Going to a Cafe” (Types of Love Bingo)

@fnafbingo - “Can't Fall Asleep”

@eclipsingbingo - "Solitary Confinement"

[wild-selenite-caffine]

recovering was easier in dreams

persona series | akira kurusu (& the phantom thieves) Ⓣ | wc: 2,020 | complete fic / chapter 1 warnings: injury and torture recovery, drug-related symptoms and potential overdose

Half of him expected to come to the gray walls again. Half of him expected to spend the next few days rotting alive in his bedroom, waiting for the walls to close in on him. Bury him alive. But there was one thing certain. One thing his mind clung to as he recovered: Akira Kurusu did not want the Phantom Thieves to tell him that he was fine.

Written for the following bingos and events:

@anyfandomgoesbingo - Hurt / Comfort

@thebutcherbingo - Having No One to Lean On But Yourself

@julybreakbingo - "I'm fine.", "Of course it hurts." ,Shared Trauma or Chaotic Mess (5x5, 2023) / Taking It To The Grave (Pre-JBB, 2024)

@lyricalescape - "Why do I love you and try to forget you, when I know you don't care?", "Cause I know that you want me to fail and I know that I never will."

@multifandom-flash - Handcuffed Briefcase (C1002) / Get Into Jail Free, Unscrewed Salt Shaker, Unfriendly Fire (C2002)

Tarot Card Bingo - Eight of Cups

@slumberpartybingo - Dare: Go into an abandoned house alone

@fnafbingo - "Let's see how many times you can be pulled apart!"