Callisto6 Issue 2.4: Not your Time. (Not Alone)
There’s a moment when it all slows down. When you realise there was nothing you could do. Realise your own mortality. Realise what you must do. There is this single moment.
Anton
They say, “You’ll know what to do, when it happens.” But I never imagined “it” would be her body on the ground. I look those villains in the eye, see their intent. No. Not death today. Not Hopps today. My body is her shield, my life for hers. I never take my eyes off her, as the bullets rip into my skin.
Oya
They say, “Sometimes, it’s your time to die.” Well I say no, time obeys me. This is my domain, not theirs. I control my friends fate. No time to panic, to wonder what could have been done differently. I look into the eyes of a monster, and freeze him where he stands. This is my domain!
Cass
They say, “Life is cheap.” And don’t understand the ramifications I do. I’ve seen all facets of life. Those struggling to survive And those who take from those who struggle. I won’t let these villains take another life. I stand strong in the face of their destruction. Show them, how I protect my family. Take this boot to the face!
Kostchie
They say, “Do the job for the money.” And I usually do. But these people, inspire me. He took four laser bursts for her. That loyalty, is rarely seen. I was sent to save them, and I have helped. But everytime, they save me. Remind me of my humanity. I will remember their faces, remember as they rushed to save her life. I remember you Callisto6, I will come when you need me. My loyalty now, forever.
Then there’s a moment when it all speeds up. When you realise you’re victorious, though it doesn’t feel that way. You’re super human they say Invincible against all the odds But you’re more human than super.
Lacy
They say, “Bravery is overcoming fear, not the absence of it.” But I never felt brave. I felt terrified for them, so far away from the scene of danger. I flew them out of it, but it didn’t feel like enough. She almost got torn apart. Never felt so terrified, we’re not invincible. I miss my family, my friends. I need to know they’re safe. But we’re all safe, we’re all alive. And we’re all going to take a nap.
Luma
They say, “Evil abounds, when good people stand by and do nothing.” And I felt like I did nothing. I could only speak and keep them going. And it didn’t feel like enough. I feel the guilt prick at me. All their bodies torn, Hopps lying there. While I’m standing here, unscathed. Never again, well I let them rush into danger, without me. Never again will I be left behind.
Hopps
They say “Your life flashes before your eyes, before you die.” Well mine did. A lifetime of choices, of mistakes and circumstances, made up me. And as I watched it all pass, I wondered. Should I stay? I don’t want to lose my father again. Should I take the final subway ride? No. I guess it’s not my time. I finally realise they care, they need me. No it’s not my time. Not this time.
And there’s a moment, when it all equalises When you realise you’re all safe. You’re all alive, and you were victorious And as you recover, and contemplate the future. You know, you’ll never let this happen again. But for now. You are, alive.