#ktln

[keitran]

It sucks to have emotionally immature parents. My mom doesn't know how to talk about things and instead gives the silent treatment. She feels so attacked when I point out straight facts.

What's the point in getting mad at someone, when you're not willing to do anything to help them in to figure out the problem. All you do is yell or nag without doing anything constructive. You make it seem like you're such a role model, but you know you're going to be really lonely when you realize no one wants to be around someone who's "perfect"

[keitran]

I feel like people make it out like it's not normal to be as isolated as I am, but I find myself so much calmer and at peace by myself.

[keitran]

i wish i could tell you how sorry i am and how much i regret what i did but i don't think im someone you want to hear that from.

if i were ever given the chance to, i would. if by happenstance we met again i would like to tell you, but i also feel like that's selfish because doesn't that just mean i want closure for myself?

i hope you're doing well, and i hope that you're happy

[keitran]

im tired of people putting so much emphasis on family, family doesn't mean anything even they haven't been acting like a "family" this whole time.

Why should i care so about someone who hasn't done that much for me, how much do you expect from me when you haven't done anything? I should just give you the love and respect just because?

[keitran]

how sad is it to find out your parents love is conditional

[keitran]

They say that you grow up to be the person your younger self needed, but i cannot fathom that my mom could ever possibly be the person her younger self needed.

I may not be in the best place right now, and I'm far from being where i want to be but I hope I'm doing young k*****n justice. I hope that even though i might not be happy with how i am, that im still headed in the right direction.

[keitran]

what the fuck is happening in the world

i used to think that people were inherently good, but with everything going on right now i dont think that's true.

why have we established a culture that does not care about the wellbeing of its people. why are there laws being put in place that limit peoples access to health care, but the same people who want those laws arent taking care of the people who are currently in danger?

we shouldn't have to live in a world where we are constantly saying "people deserve better, why are children dying?" when there are solution to these problems, but the people with money continue push to allow these things to happen, because it benefits themselves.

i don't understand, how difficult is it to care about other people that don't have a direct connection to us? why are people so selfish?

i understand that there's not much we can do about other people's action because we cannot control other people, but when do we say "thats enough"?

[keitran]

i loved you, i wish i had been given more time to work on myself so that i could be right for you but you gave up.