🔎 Ashveil x Kuchiba 🔎 The Smile Files
They stood out like sore thumbs amongst the clusters of people around. Given how those present ranged from ordinary humans to kappa and kitsune, that was saying quite a bit. Ashveil had brought up this factor to Kuchiba prior out of concern for the mission’s integrity.
"Shouldn’t we change into disguises before we try to integrate ourselves any further amongst the crowd?" Ashveil suggested.
"While that would be ideal," Kuchiba said, crossing her arms, "I’m afraid that time does not allow for such. We have a prime opportunity being presented to us and we must seize it while we can, lest this supposed Herald of Death claims another victim."
"Regrettably so. Alas, standing out of the way while we pry will have to suffice."
"I don’t believe that accomplishing that will post much of a problem for either of is. The crowd ahead is too depressed, waiting for their prophet to make an appearance. I highly doubt any of them even possess the energy to pay attention to their surroundings."
Ashveil directed his attention to the crowd in question, tapping his metal claws on the top of his cane. If he didn’t know better, he would have assumed to be looking at a forest of dead bodies. Each individual stood like weeping statues; the only semblance of movement was their shallow breathing and the idle breeze swaying their bodies. Drooping, hopeless, empty shells… it was as if Ashveil was staring into a room comprised of a mosaic of mirrors.
"You make a fair point, my lady," Ashveil simply agreed.
"Before we make our move, we should attempt to mingle with the people around, so we at least know what we're walking into.”
"Well then, let’s not delay any further and put on your best happy face," Ashveil said, forcing a fanged smile.
Kuchiba laughed softly. "I don’t think smiling will be too much of an issue. They’re too lobotomized to properly process any sort of emotion.”
"Quite literally."
A burst of laughter erupting from the amongst streets interrupted their conversation. Their heads turned and they took note of a human man, holding his stomach as he yowled in hysterics. The onlookers witnessing this display did not flinch. Rather, they maintained their smiles with an essence eerily akin to that of the crowd of zombies.
"Well, there’s a good place to start," she said, putting her hand on his shoulder.
Ashveil nodded his head in agreement, and so the duo approached the hysterical man. They stood back out of the way enough as to not forcefully insert themselves into the conversation, yet close enough to signal intent to join in. Neither of them could get a word in between his laughter, however. When he had paused just long enough for silence to settle, Kuchiba opened her mouth to speak, but before she could utter a single word, she was cut off by the man in tears.
"Hahahaha...by the Laughter! I haven’t felt this great since…I haven’t felt this great ever!" he said, words choked from painful lungs.
"I don’t recall you ever looking like joyous,” a woman responded. “To be fair, I really don’t recall much since before my surgery, either!"
"Haha, this is great! Nothing has the power to bother me!" the man shouted, eyes as soulless as his smile. "Not even whatever is, was, and ever will linger in my body! Even these stitches from just yesterday after they had removed that tumor that was slowing me down for years. Or what I had witnessed in the middle of the procedure from the doctors not using enough anesthesia!”
"This damn city and its medical malpractice cases," Ashveil snarled under his breath.
"...Believe me, I’m way too used to them," Kuchiba whispered back.
"My eyes were wide open, and the surgeons’ hands were covered in my blood," the man continued. "Absolutely painted! Like they had dipped their hands into strawberry jam! Oh, what about the pain, you may be wondering? What pain? I felt nothing! I felt nothing but unbridled joy as I watched them pull a huge, heaping mass out of my abdomen! The lump of flesh was convulsing and squirming and oozing all sorts of fluids, and I had to hold back my smile through the entirety of it so that I was not knocked back out!”
Ashveil and Kuchiba scanned the listeners of the man droning on and on about his graphic good morning. They were expecting, no, hoping to see some sort of discomfort or recoil, but as the man continued on, their smiles only grew wider. Sadism? Emotional ignorance? Their lack of discomfort was the most discomforting of all, as even the officer and detective felt sickness creeping up the back of their throats.
"So many things were slowly being pulled out of my stomach, one by one. Fleshy mounds and prehensile tentacles… I didn’t know that I had it in me to be a biological grab bag! And I felt happy...happy that it was all gone? No, happy that I harbored so much within me! If it wasn’t for the tubes shoved into my throat, I would’ve shouted for them to pull out more and more and more and more!"
The joyful talk about watching the extraction of what one could assume to be parasites from his own body. The woman’s smile only stretching larger and larger with every word spoken. It was enough to make the skin crawl of even a seasoned cop and devourer of gods.
"Ohohoho, keep talking like that and you’re going to make me experience jealously again! Haha! Being sliced open and pulled apart sounds aaaaamazing.~" the woman said, shut-off street lamps reflecting in her eyes.
Having your flesh ripped from your bones isn’t all that, Ashveil thought, looking down solemnly at the nails hammered through his wrist.
"Why stop at the happiness surgery removing just your worries? Unravel the threads of my veins like tangled holiday lights! Let’s see what other fun surprises have nestled themselves amongst my flesh!”
Ashveil tapped his fingers on his cane, the sound of the metal clinking against the handle reverberating down through the ground. It felt sore. The body he was confined to felt sore. What if he too, could rip the worries from his flesh, and feel that same sense of joy without consequence?
"You lot seem awfully ecstatic," Kuchiba said, snapping Ashveil out of his spiraling thoughts. "I presume that you must be familiar with the Research Society?"
"Oh yes, yes definitely!" the man said. "They’re the ones who cured me of all of my worries and woes! And now I feel nothing! Nothing but happiness!"
Even with the quick follow-up to correct himself, that “nothing” felt a little too apprehensive.
"You seem a little down," he continued. "But you’re just in luck! Our savior Fulwish is going to be making a grand public appearance soon! See that crowd over there? They’re practically dying to hear her wonderful words of wisdom! But hurry! Space in the streets are filling up quick!"
Ashveil and Kuchiba turned to the undead crowd that they had observed prior. True to the words of the deranged man, the street where the supposed gathering was taking place was becoming quite packed. With unspoken acknowledgement, Kuchiba and Ashveil looked at each other and nodded their heads.
"Thank you for your time," Kuchiba said.
Unaware of his casual chatter being the key intel that the detective and the cop sought, the man waved farewell with a cartoonishly large smile painted across his face. Then, he continued enamoring his audience with whatever gut-ripping nonsense. A few feet shy of the heart of the crowd, Kuchiba put her hand on Ashveil’s shoulder and held him back.
"Your hat has been drooping off of your head ever since that man’s ramblings about twitchy tumors being pulled out of him. Is our detective a little too squeamish to handle a bit of body horror?" she asked.
"Cured of all of worries and woes..." Ashveil muttered to himself, grip shakily tightening around his cane.
"Don’t tell me those nails in your wrist lobotomized your mind too."
"Ahem. Do not waste your concerns upon me. There is simply much left to be thought about, big and small. Come, now. One thing that man was correct about was space for Fulwish’s presentation filling up fast.”
Kuchiba narrowed her eyes and watched as Ashveil trotted away into a less densely packed corner of the herd. Hidden amongst his shadow and sealed with nails were secrets of his own. But Kuchiba wasn’t on a mission to investigate the detective, at least not today.
Side by side, the cop and detective duo stood tucked away amongst the crowd. The people around them wobbled unsteadily, a mere gust of wind able to knock their skulls against the pavement.
"She has to be coming out soon," Ashveil said. "Any longer, and the peoples’ hearts will give out."
"If not their hearts, then whatever is left of their minds after they are severed."
"Everyone! She’s here! Our savior, Fulwish!" someone from the crowd chattered.
Surely enough, that was the very overlord of that propaganda television series taking the center stage. What better way to honor the dead than a spectacle upon where their blood last stained the pavement before it was washed away to become another case file? Ashveil had seen his fair share of gruesome scenes over the course of the Amber Eras, but it had obviously left a deep scar on Kuchiba. Her nose scrunched up at the very obvious disrespect, but she kept herself from speaking against Fulwish as to not draw attention to their presence.
By the Master of Elation, may THEY bless all souls and grant them smiles. Are you all happy today?
No. The wolf had been stumbling through the galaxy with a broken leg to fend for himself. Failing the lives of the Galaxy Rangers, and outcasted by those who were lucky to survive. Every second of having to listen to her drained him, but Ashveil had to keep his ears pointed upwards for investigation’s sake.
“Very happy, very happy!” the crowd shouted.
The broken legged wolf, glimmer of light in his eyes obscured by his white hat, quietly snarled in discontent, as he knew that was a lie.
Thank you for your smiles. They're like lamps in the dark, so precious.
A smile was only a dim flicker of light within the shadow that had been tearing through every fiber of his very existence. Out of the corner of his eye, he noticed Kuchiba smiling like a hunter eagerly awaiting her prey to be ensnared in her trap. Though drearily, the limp wolf’s tail wagged. Perhaps in a way, he did understand the argument that was being made.
But before we celebrate the Elation, let me share a memory drenched in tears. It once dragged me into the abyss, yet it also taught me what the Elation really means.
Like Fulwish had any right to speak upon the abyss. These shadows flowed through his body, consuming his life essence every waking moment. Within the fangs of that shadow was a graveyard. Corpses of Lord Ravagers. Bodies of criminals. Hopes. Dreams. Companionship. His future. All to satisfy the hunger of the gluttonous beast within him to spare him a fleeting moment before Ashveil’s bones are once again gnawed upon out of desperation.
That day, I lost my parents, my classmates, and the others... The morning greetings, the little daily chatter... All went silent under that crimson dusk.
His closest friend, his beloved rangers, and anything close to a family were all ripped from Ashveil’s embrace. Navigating through an infinite void of loneliness and despair, it seemed as if Ashveil and Fulwish had more in common with each other than what could be deducted from the surface.
No. This was the exact kind of pandering Fulwish was doing in order to appeal to those around her. Ashveil mustn’t let himself fold so easily under the influence of her words. Not to mention, he wasn’t truly alone, at least not for the time being with Kuchiba on the trail with him.
After that, for a very, very long time...All that remained of my world: a door shut tight, a room steeped in silence, and a wound in my heart that would never heal.
The lid of his freezer was shut tightly, sealing him off from the rest of the world as the shadow within him tore through his body. All he could do to combat it was to shut himself off from the rest of the world and wait out its fury, howling and thrashing coddled only by the subzero walls. His heart bled darkness, freshly clotted wounds almost immediately being torn open again.
He would never heal as long as the shadows of the past were tearing him to shreds.
Just hearing the words "Herald of Death" made me shake uncontrollably. I even...
...I even once thought the only escape was to follow the dead and leave with them.
Ashveil gripped his cane tightly, holding it down with such force that it was causing the muscles in his arm to tremor and his grip to become unsteady. Its base rattled against the ground, attracting even the attention of Kuchiba. He clenched his jaw, canines protruding and piercing his bottom lip. Ending his own life, one way or another, had been a long-pursued dream of his. Ashveil was once again reminded of his ultimate goal: to win the Phantasmoon Games and claim his prize as death by Aha, so that the cosmos may laugh at him one final time. Kuchiba could see the clear distress in his eyes, but she turned to refocus on Fulwish, as inquiries would have to wait until later.
Back then, I was just an empty shell, breathing, beating, but lifeless inside. And just as my soul was about to fade away, an old lady from the mutual aid society knocked on my door.
Ashveil possessed no real soul himself. He was merely the shell of an alpha wolf outcasted by its pack. His flesh and bones served as a host for a shadow of voracity piloting his every decision despite his conscious protests. And as for the previous owner of that body, the man who had been known as La Mancha? Dead, leaving behind this shell as a legacy.
She didn't offer empty words of comfort. She just looked me in the eyes and asked— "Child, would you... try stepping outside this door? Out there are many people, broken by pain just like you. But together, we can start picking up the pieces... One by one.
Ashveil could hardly step forth. The split in his broken leg was not a clean one, thus making repair with a hammer and nails out of the question. The missing fragments trailed behind him, scavenging virtually impossible as many had eroded with time and have long since been lost with the wind. Bits and bits of his self broke away, slowly disappearing. Ashveil was merely a remnant of the person he used to be.
She smiled at me. A warm, gentle smile. And in that smile, I felt the Master of Elation grant me a reason to live.
Had anyone had bothered to smile at the broken legged wolf? The answer was yes, somewhat. Any grins spared for him were typically out of a client’s malice. No one would truthfully want to spare a smile to a homeless detective barely making it by with the help of his diseased assistant.
No one except for Kuchiba was willing to spare him a grin with any semblance of sincerity. Though their relationship was built upon a foundation intended for business and business only, the way she smiled at him in the middle of their conversations or while they were on the trail of a culprit pulled at his heartstrings.
The source of Ashveil’s only smiles was for all intents and purposes his coworker. As she was not a clueless woman, Kuchiba saw right through him and his frail attempts to hide his glee. Her suspicions had been confirmed with a fleeting, playful tease of calling him a "good boy." His tail would wag and fangs would poke through from the smile he was unable to hold back, a reaction that not even a DogDash coupon could pry out of him.
Ashveil did not allow himself to think of the reasoning behind her actions, as he believed he was no longer worthy of love.
At the mutual aid society, I saw countless souls scarred by fate. Some bore wounds beyond healing, and some had lost their loved ones. Each of us bore a different wound, but every wound cut deep.
Beyond healing. Tell me about it, Ashveil thought with a snarl under his breath. Two people in question here were beyond healing: the woman who was spouting lobotomized nonsense, and the wolf who had fallen so far into despair that he was actually considering this lobotomized nonsense.
And yet, what truly moved me wasn't the pain. It was how, beneath those scars, they still reached out to one another, offering a smile to a child who'd stopped crying, lending a guiding hand to someone lost.
Pain had become Ashveil’s guidance. His past failures as La Mancha weighed heavily upon him. The death of his Galaxy Rangers was no one’s fault but his own, and the remaining survivors despising his very existence was very much deserved. The karma of physical pain that still lingered was a rather light punishment.
Even he felt selfish seeking out methods to soothe it as much as he possibly could.
They taught me something precious: Pain can destroy a person, but the wish to bring Elation to others can spark the fire of rebirth. That was when Aha's voice echoed again in the silence of my heart.
For the majority of his life, Ashveil had spent it at war with this agony within him. The thought of being reborn not as Ashveil, but a man without crippling pain was a most tempting offer. Destroy the part of him that felt agony. No more being held down by the weights within his body. No more dragging across the back alleys of the cosmos.
Ashveil wondered, did THEY laugh at him too? How the mighty hunter had fallen, once having devoured gods, is now being consumed by agony himself?
The smiles passed from one another through mutual aid is Aha's most precious blessing. It does not belong only in the small room of a support group, it yearns to illuminate hearts lost in darkness.
The smile that he did treasure, it felt cruel to call her a blessing of Aha, given how that Aeon seemed to have been playing him as a fool. Or maybe, Kuchiba’s companionship was yet another joke of the Elation? He once more stole a glance of her smile. Kuchiba seemed pretty real to him, at least in the moment, so perhaps the punchline had yet to be delivered.
Each time we share a true smile, it's as if we hear Aha's voice. And when that voice rings out, all suffering fades, all pain is healed, and everyone knows what true happiness feels like.
That voice. That voice was chanting for his death. Despite this, aided with his cane, he strayed ever closer. It was enchanting, intoxicating, and his legs moved on their own towards this voice. Perhaps he should take up the Society’s promise to eradicate his pain.
If the ending result was death, then it would have succeeded beyond his expectations. Ashveil did want to be free of his torment; he never said that death was off the table.
That's why the Research Society of Happy Smiles was founded! I will share this divine smile with all of you!
Divine smile.
Kuchiba’s smile. The only thing keeping him anchored to this world as the shadow continued to devour him from the inside out. Ashveil, however, would have likely had better chances hanging on with a needle and a thread between his fingers.
His head drooped and the grip on his cane became stronger.
Was there really a path out there for him to take that meant no more pain? Why was he too cowardly to go through with it for himself?
"Ashveil."
The sound of Kuchiba’s voice breaking though the mind-numbing chants once more snapped him out of his self-wallowing. He turned to look at her, who was giving him a very concerned look.
"You’ve been out of it ever since we started digging deep into the Research Society," she continued. "Something is obviously the matter, so what troubles you?"
The sound of the cattle worshipping the Research Society was mind-numbing. Ashveil turned his head away and pulled his hat down to deflect some of the noise.
"It’s nothing," he claimed.
"Nothing," Kuchiba said, narrowing her eyes at him, "and you’re clenching your cane and your eyes look like a sad puppy."
"Heh…nothing gets past you, does it?"
"Of course not. I wouldn’t be much of an officer if I couldn’t read my suspects.”
"Likewise," Ashveil said, loosening his grip and tapping his finger on his cane, " I wouldn’t be much of a detective if I couldn’t sniff out your fair share of worries."
"Caught me red handed. The original Hearld of Death incident left such a deep scar on Planarcadia, both to those involved and to the general population. To see the spot of where a victim had their last terrifying breath be used as a propaganda stage, it’s..."
"Appalling," Ashveil cut in.
Kuchiba nodded her head. "To put it lightly, yes."
"Tch. They’re too far gone to even knock some sense into."
She put her hand on his back. "You watch yourself, detective, lest you fall into the same trap."
"Keep your wits about yourself too. Save your boiling anger for Fulwish for until after we dismantle the Research Society’s operations and apprehend her."
Ashveil and Kuchiba focused their attention on the gathering in front of them. Fulwish stood before the crowd, arms raised like a prophet beckoning for her followers’ loyalty. The lifeless crowd, despite waving their arms and shouting chants in favor of Fulwish, somehow managed to feel even more dead. A nail hadn’t even been shoved into their brains yet and they were already following her words like gospel. It was impressive, if not terrifying, as Ashveil could feel them prying into his mind as well.
While the ritual continued, the two disregarded the eerie scene as Kuchiba said to Ashveil, "How about we go for some coffee after this?"
"Eh?" Ashveil said, his hat sliding halfway down the side of his head. "W-why the sudden proposition?"
"Clearly, there is too much that remains unspoken between us. We're better off learning about each other over a nice cup of coffee rather than in the heart of a lobotomy cult.”
"I-I-I don’t even have any credits on me! I spent the last of what I had on bananas for Mister N..."
Kuchiba held her hand up to silence him. "It’s all on me. Consider it as our reward for making it out of this investigation alive.”
Rewarded for getting out alive...which meant no turning to the Research Society for their help and wandering down their path of eventual demise. For just a little while longer, Ashveil was going to have to bear the pain.
The promise of coffee with Kuchiba was enough of a motivating factor to carry on.
"Thank you kindly, my lady," Ashveil said, lowering his hat to hide his cheeks turning pink.
"Thank me later," Kuchiba said, giving him a pat on the shoulder, "for it looks like our opportunity to strike is upon is.”
The chaos of the crowd had simmered down, though Fulwish still took center stage. Her conversations appeared to be more “down to earth,” for lack of a better term, as her focus was diverted to speaking one-on-one with the audience members.
"Now’s our chance," Kuchiba continued.
Ashveil nodded and straightened out his hat, weaving his way through the crowd not far behind her.
"Oh, and for the time being, keep your eyes on the prize."
"Eh? I’ve been on the Herald’s trail for quite some time now," Ashveil said, tilting his head.
"Not the entire time. I saw you sneaking a glance at me every time Fulwish made you think of something that brought you a smile.”














