this week has been a week of sad bl moments, with gen y, cherry magic, and tonhon chonlatee, and yet gen y was the only one that made me cry for some reason. i think it was because mark was so clearly left absolutely broken and alone. there’s no doubt that adachi and kurosawa care for each other deeply and they both know that. while ton and chon definitely have lots to work through, this most recent episode actually gave a lot of viewers a lot of hope for the future, while showing ton and chon being surrounded by a group of loving, supportive people.
mark, on the other hand, was left sitting alone, crying among something that he created with so much optimism and love. he’s repeatedly been pushed aside and pulled in different directions with kit’s hot-and-cold attitude, and at the moment where he though everything was looking up and he was finally going to get the guy, kit left him, essentially for another man. yes, of course, kit does not have feelings for either wayu or pha, but i can see how much pain it give mark to never be prioritized. kit’s own insecurities about mark not being genuine, and then not communicating that with mark, drove a huge wedge in their relationship that prevents them from moving forward. i hope they can address that issue sooner rather than later, because i’d like to see happy markkit soon, but i’d rather they work through it fully rather then the show rush it.











