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ITS KURT COBAINS BIRTHDAY 🥳 🥳🥳🥳

In his honour here is some adorable photos of him.

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BACK TO BED

Kurt x Reader

WARNINGS: smut, p in v penetration

Lmk If I missed anything;)

760 words;)

“I think she’s finally asleep”.

Kurt comes into the room in just his sweatpants, hanging lowly around his hips. I was tucked into bed, sitting against the headboard, my nose in the latest book i was reading. I put it down as soon as he sat on the end of the bed, exhausted from our 3 year old toddler that didn't seem to ever settle.

"Good job," i praise, as he comes up next to me and tucks himself into bed.

"She's a little shit sometimes," he retorts, wrapping his arms around me and lying his head on my shoulder. I run my hands through his messy hair and let out a laugh.

"Wouldn't have it any other way though," Kurt murmurs, turning his head to place a soft kiss on my neck, just below my ear.

I hum in response, closing my eyes to savour the lingering feeling of his soft lips. His kisses continue to trail from under my ear to my shoulder, pulling down the strap of my tank top.

"How about some mommy and daddy time?" Kurt smiles against my skin, and i let out a laugh as his arms tighten around me.

"Oh yeah?" I tease, turning to Kurt and finally connecting my lips. He moans softly into the kiss, as i move over to straddle his lap. His hands gravitate towards my ass cheeks, grasping them in his big warm hands.

I tilt my head to deepen the kiss, my tongue diving into his mouth. He pulls me closer, our chests pressed together before he breaks away and lifts my tank top over my head. Now skin to skin, his hand travels from my ass to my  breasts, kneading one in his hand. His other hand pulls down on his sweats and boxers, his hard erection springing out and rubbing against my clothed heat. The feeling of his bulge against where i needed it most made a small whimper escape my lips.

"I need to feel you Kurt," i mumble against his lips, moving my own panties to the side as he lines himself up at my entrance. His tip rubs back and forth between my folds, collecting my arousal, before i sink down onto him. He lets out a low moan, his eyes squeezing shut as he feels my tight walls close around him.

"Oh fuck baby," he curses, his hands gripping back onto my ass, helping me rise and fall on his length, quiet moans coming from my own lips as he stretches me out.

"Feels so good," i moan, gripping onto his broad shoulders and digging my nails into his skin, as he buckles his hips up to meet mine in a fast, greedy rhythm.

Our bedroom fills with the echo of my combined moans as i continue to ride Kurt, both of our eyes closed in lust and desperation for the other. It meant that i also didn't notice our door creak open, and the light filtering in from the hallway.

"Mommy? Daddy?"

Both of us stopped and closed our mouths, careful not to make another noise. My heart pound loudly in my chest as i scrambled for my tank top and slipped it back on.

"Just a sec baby", I called behind me to my toddler, who was now standing in the doorway of the bedroom with his plush bear, rubbing the sleep from his eyes with the back of his tiny hand.

You got off Kurt, Kurt giving me a look as if to say "oh shit" and pulled up his own sweats, getting out of the bed with me. We both walk slowly over to our toddler, crouching down to his height to speak to him.

"Are you okay princess ?", Kurt asks, scooping him up in his arms and cradling him. I stand to run a hand through his blonde bed hair, as he lets out a tired yawn.

"Yeah, I heard you screaming.. I thought you were hurt," he grumbles, and Kurt tried to stifle the laugh that threatened to escape his lips.

"Mommy? Why were you on daddy?" She asks innocently, her dark doe eyes staring into mine.

"Uh-" i look at Kurt in panic and he shrugs his shoulders with a smile in his face, "we were just playing baby".

"Okay," she says simply, closing his eyes and resting his head against Kurts chest.

"Back to bed princess, no more wondering around," Kurt says, carrying her out of the room. Not before turning around and mouthing, "we'll finish this when I get back".

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First of all……his hand in this gif is making me weak…

In the morning

Warnings: none;)

Words: 479

MASTERLIST🤍

My eyes flickered as I woke up. The sun was bright through the white curtains, giving the room a yellow glow. I look over at the weight on my body. Kurt was peacefully sleeping. His arm clung around me and his head was in my neck. Our small Pomeranian laid in between us.

I laid still for a moment, just brushing my fingers through his blonde hair. At some point him and the dog both woke up and Kurt hummed at the feeling of the head scratch. "Hi", I whispered. He uses his arms for balance on either side of me as he comes up to kiss me, "Morning" he smiles.

"You want some breakfast?" He asks and I nod, smiling at his cute expression. He get off the bed and slips on a jumper and a pit of long shorts, his slippers I had bought him next. And he heads out to the kitchen, Millie following after him. 

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I few minutes after he leaves I finally get up, changing from Kurt's small pair of boxers and my sports bra, to Kurt's black and red sweater and a pair of my ripped old jeans.

"Nice outfit" he smirks as I walk over to where he's leaned up against the counter. I lean into him and kiss him slowly putting my hand in his chest. "Thanks" I whisper, my hand trails down his chest before I make my way to the peace of toast with a soft layer of butter spread over it. "If your attempting to get me hard..it's working" he jokes making his way to the living room, I soon follow after him.

I sit in his lap and put my arm around his neck his hand rests on my leg. Whilst sits there going over his new lyrics I braid his hair. I knew that he liked it as he always told me he did. The hand of his that was on my leg was holding the paper with the lyrics on it and his other was in my lower back.

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I giggled having finished the braids that I was working on, two braids with two little strands of hair out the front of his face. “You look so pretty” I smile at him, trying to hold in giggles. “You look so pretty” he retorts.

“I like it” I refer to his song. “Thanks baby”, he kisses my cheek and puts down the piece of paper. “Come over here” he jesters to his lap and obey putting my legs on either side of his.

I brush his hair out of his face before his grabs hold on my hand and kiss the top of it. I watch as he slips of one his small sliver rings and slides it on my ring finger.

“I love you” he says gently. “I love you to, pretty”, I smile.

Very short but I don’t really have anything else in mind so feel free to request;)

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🤍AT HIS WORST🤍

Kurt Cobain x Reader

1167 words

WARNINGS: mentions of virginity loss, sex. Heavy suicide mention. Depressing.

Lmk if I missed something

Before Kurt and i married each other we had a friendship. It was a trouble making, punk, but quiet teenage friendship.

At one point he told me about his parents and his pot addiction. To be honest I didn't like it, but I didn't tell him that. Kurt was already to shattered to hear me nag at him tell him it's not good for him as well as to stop.

But that was until my parents got divorced and none of them wanted me, leaving me no choice but to run. Not really though. I stayed with Kurt at a run down place.

I was hanging out with Kurt one day while he was smoking and I decided to take a hit, I mean .. I had nothing to lose.

I don't know when it was that Kurt had asked if we could take each other's virginity. I said yes, thinking I was going to never get a boyfriend.

After we had sex I caught feelings for him and I hated it. He wasn't stable enough to be in a relationship and he knew that. Although when we turned 16 we got together. I suppose it was to seal the lonely hole we both had in our hearts.

Once we turned 20, we got engaged and then married but just before that I got pregnant with his baby.

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And so now we had a 2 year old girl.

I also started to feel like Kurt was acting strange. Almost dead..

His smile rarely came onto his face when he was around not only his band mates, but me as well and it made me feel scared yet also insecure that his love for me was fading.

I knew confrontation wouldn't be the best for him since he's to fragile so I just decided to ask him how he was going.

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I walk inside the house after going out to buy some groceries and I head to both mine and Kurt's bedroom, but yet I find it empty.

I tip-toe to the bathroom unsure of where the man was.

"KURT! NO!". I smack the shot gun away from his head, dropping to my knees and clinging onto him so tightly I thought I might suffocate him. It takes him a second to realise I was there. "I'm sorry Yn" he cries immensely as I do to. "Kurt... please don't leave", i cough.

"I'm so broken" he continues and I hush him. I couldn't sit there and let him say he wanted to end himself. I wouldn't let him. "Please Kurt .. j..just talk to me. Let me understand".

Sniffles and coughs come from us both as we hold onto each other. I didn't want but I knew I had to let go of him. Just to hear him say what's going on in his head. I knew it would be hard for him to explain or even just say but I didn't care.

I untangle myself from him and keep his hands tightly in mine. " I know you deserve better Yn..", he mutters. "No. Kurt, no. I'm not gunna let you say that. Baby, please" I cup his face in my hands and I look into his ocean blue eyes. I don't know what I would do if I lost the opportunity to look at them.

I felt like I couldn't ever leave him alone anymore. This just proved that he had no idea how much I needed him.

We sat in silence for what felt like hours. I held his hands in my lap whilst his head rested on my shoulder.

"Kurt..." I whispered. He hummed in response. "Lilly has to be picked up and I want you to come with me.." "k" was all he said before we got up and went outside and into his car. As we drove to the preschool Kurt held onto my arm securing it in his embrace.

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As we walk through the small playground in search of our child, Kurt kept his head down. I wanted to comfort him but I didn’t know how.

“DADDY!”. (C/n) wobbled over to us with her arms open wide. “Hey baby”. I could see a small tear drop fall on (C/n) ‘s head whilst she hugged his leg.

“Hey princess, wanna have a sleepover with grandma tonight” I suggest and her smile glows as she nods. “Ok” I smile and we walk back out to the car.

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The drive to Kurt’s mothers house took about 20 minutes. I could see multiple tiny drops of tears coming from Kurt’s eyes during the 20 minutes.

I got out of the car once we arrived and Kurt’s mother waited at the front door. I said my goodbyes and rushed back to the car.

As before the drive back home was way to quiet. The silence was almost deafening. I turned to face Kurt at one point, his already on mine. “I’m sorry…” he mumbled. Although it seemed like he wasn’t, I knew he was.

Instant tears flowed slowly down my cheeks. “I know..” I say, barely able to stabilise my words. “I just wanna .. u-understand baby” my hitches bud into my saying. “I know you do” he whispers back.

“I don’t like feeling trapped” “Kurt.. you mean like.. trapped in a marriage?” “No Yn. I feel trapped in my head cause my thoughts are trying to end me. It’s not you Yn. You and (C/n) mean the world to me. I don’t want you to see as me a broken down heroine addict. Especially (C/n)”.

I knew where he was coming from. But all I was thinking was the fact that if I was (C/n) I wouldn’t mind. I mean sure, him being addicted to drugs is bad but him still loving his child and me with all of him, was all that mattered and I wanted him to know that.

“You know Kurt..? I think (C/n and I are just lucky to have a dad and husband that loves us more than anything in this world. J just want you to know that. I really am not sure what you need to help you but I’ll do anything baby.”

“We can’t afford anything thing like a therapist Yn..” he says. “I’ll be your therapist. You can talk to me. Get things off your chest. Get them out so your not trapped”, I suggest, something in me told me he wouldn’t turn this down.

And in fact, he didn’t. “That means a lot Yn. And I’ll try.. see if it’ll get me out of my stupid brain for a minute”. “Kurt your not stupid. Your just an over thinker. I am to. But I tell our dog” he breathes out a chuckle at my last sentence and I do to.

“Ok. When we get home we are going to have a calm night ‘k?”, he nods at me and lays his hand on my thigh as we con the drive.

Its heavy but I’m going through some stuff so yeah…

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AFTER THE SHOW

Kurt Cobain x reader

MASTERLIST🤍

Warnings: smut, oral (fem receiving), p in v penetration🌹

860 words

DISCLAIMER!: in no way is this disrespect towards Kurt, Dave or Kirst.

The loud ring of instruments could be heard as I sat on the love seat in Kurt's dressing room. I knew he would be back shortly as the loud noises had stopped from Nirvanas last song of the night.

I relaxed for another 10 minutes, just painting my nails with Kurts black nail polish waiting for my boyfriend and his band mates to come in the small room.

As if on cue they come in chuckling. Kurt sinks in to the spot next to me and he puts his hand on my crossed leg. He put his head on my shoulder watching as a concentrated on applying the nail polish.

"You ok?" He whispered and I nod, feeling him kiss my shoulder as I do. Grabbing my hand that I had done 5 minutes before, he observes it and smiles. "What?" I smile at him "your good at that" I kiss him as a thanks but we get cut out of our little world when Dave speaks to Kurt .

"Alright dude we're gunna head out and meet up with his friend" he says referring to Krist. Kurt just nods and watches as the leave. I finally finish the work on my nails so I go to put the little bottle back in my bag, but Kurt stops me by grabbing my arm.

"Can you paint mine?" He smiles and I sit back down giving him a silent yes and he gives me his hand.

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Kurt looks down at his newly painted nails. "Thank you baby" he turns to me and kisses my lips. He was about to deepen the kiss when I knock came from the door. He let out and annoyed sigh before getting up to answer it. "Hello?" "Kurt we just wanted to inform you and y/n that we will be locking everything up soon" "ok we'll be out soon". I watch as Kurt waves the person goodbye before coming to help me up.

"Don't worry, we can continue in the hotel" I reassure him. He just smirks as we begin to gather our belongings and walk out of the dressing room.

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Sighing, Kurt takes off his shoes and i rush to the bathroom leaving him confused.

“You ok Yn?” “Did you get your period?”. I knew he had a stupid smirk on his face.

He sits on the made up bed and he waits for me, getting a surprise when i walk out in a black robe. He looks at my uncovered cleavage as I wrap my arms around his neck. His hands slowly undo the effortless knot on the robe and he slides it off my body drooling and my bare state.

"Come here" he mumbles bringing my lips to his and inserting his tongue straight away. I moan as he gently plays with my breasts. His lips leave mine and attach to my right nipple whilst his hand caresses the other. "Kurt" I breathe out .

“Lay on the bed sweetheart” he mumbles from my chest and I obey. He comes in between my legs and his lips make their way from my lips to my core.

He warm breath fanned over my clit. I bucked my hips in anticipation as his tongue slowly ran up and down my folds, whilst his finger traced shapes on my outer thigh. I gently held his hair and tugged as softly as I could whilst flooded with lust from him just doing those simple things.

“More .. please” I attempted to speak. I felt the vibrations of his moan before his lips suck on my bud. I screamed from the pleasure pulling his hair whilst feeling him groan.

My moans got louder once he inserted two of his digits inside me. His tongue moved up and down in a fast motion on my clit before I felt the familiar knot tighten in my stomach.

“Kurt … mhm cumin” “cum for me love” as soon as those words left his sweet lips the much needed wave of pleasure drowned me until I came down.

“Wanna feel you” i mumble and he kisses my before unbuttoning his jeans. He leaned back between my legs once he freed his hard on and lined himself up with my entrance.

“Oh god” I moan as he slides in and he groans. He starts at a slow pace so I could adjust but soon he became rough. The head board of the bed banged against the wall as he did each thrust. “God yes!” I screamed, a bit of me feeling sorry for the neighbours.

“You feel so good”, he pants as his thrusts start to get sloppy. “Gonna come..” I could barely speak as the wave once again hit me. I felt his load shoot inside me seconds later. He fell beside me as we both came down from our highs, panting rapidly.

He turns to me and kisses my cheek. “Wanna have bath?” “Yes please” I smile and nod and he heads to the bathroom to start the bath.

A/N:

Short but I hope you liked it😉😉

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THE DAY AFTER

🤍MASTERLIST🤍

WARNINGS: minimum talk of an abusive ex, SMUT

I felt destroyed. Just an hour earlier I found out my boyfriend of 2 years had been cheating on me for one of them. I confronted him so he fisted me in the side of my stomach. That wasn't the first time he has hurt me. I just always thought one day he would stop taking his anger out on me and we would finally be a good couple. But of course, it was just a fantasy.

I scrolled through his instagram page dying at the sexual photos of him and his side chick that had been posted only 10 minutes ago.

After enough courage I finally put my phone on the charger and went to bed with tear stained cheeks.

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"Yn!". Colby, my best friend was knocking on my front door. I got out of bed, dizzy from only just awakening and went to unlock it, not caring about looking like a total mess.

"What's up?" I ask running my hand over my forehead.

"You didn't answer your pho-...Yn. Please don't tell me that shit bag put that mark on you", he stared at the big purple bruise growing on my torso.

My brain had a major ding and i completely forgot about the bruise.

"Colby come in I wanna ask you something" he walked over to the couch and I went back to my room to grab my phone. I came back to the couch he sat at and I opened up instagram and showed Colby my exes sex photos.

"I confronted him and told him I was moving in with you so he punched me. I only told him that I was going to you so he couldn't hurt me though".

"Oh god Yn. I'm sorry" his hand laid on my thigh. I felt as though this is when I should mention my idea.

"But what I wanted ask, was.. do you maybe think we could like....you know..and post it as well as tagging him?" I clenched my jaw., using my hands to do the 'dirty' sorta symbol. (👉👌)

"Really?" I nodded at him.

"Sure" he shrugged.

I took his hand and we made our way to my room. He took off his and my clothes. His hands pulled me in my waist and he kissed my lips.

His lips tasted like mint and he smelt like expensive cologne. My hands ran down his chest and once they reached his waist I used my two pointer fingers to trace his v-line but I stop once I reach his cock.

"I need you" I whisper so he picks me up and softly lays me on my bed.

He grabs hold of my phone then makes his way down my chest to my core.

"Alright baby, take one" he positions himself so that he's on his knees and my legs are on his shoulders. I made sure the camera was in an angle that would cover us both.

After I snapped the picture he laid down, placing his head between my thighs. He looked up at me for confirmation and of course I gave it to him.

His tongue circled my clit in a fast motion whilst his pointer finger barely slid into my entrance. I screamed uncontrollably with every amount of pressure he applied to my heat. I was so mad at myself for not being able to see how attractive my friend really was. We always had a flirty friendship but it was never more.

But now? I wanted it to be.

"Colby I'm cumming!" One of my hands fist his hair whilst the other pulls on the sheets. His finger and tongue work fast, making me go over the edge even faster.

Within seconds I began to squirt on his tongue.

My heart was beating in my face and my vision was blurry. It wasn't until I looked at Colby's stunned face that I had realised I squirted.

"Bet that other sissy nuts couldn't make you squirt like that hm?" He says, now with his head in my neck. He sucked on my neck and every now and then he would whisper sweet nothings into my ear.

"You read for me?" He pants lining up his tip. I nodded at him and he sunk inside me slowly.

"Oh god. Your so big", I gasped. My hands stayed on his waist as he started soft thrusts so I could adjust.

"Jesus your tight.  Something tells me you didn't get enough dick then your supposed to. But if it was me, you'd get it on the daily", I shivered at his words.

"Faster please Cole", and so he did. His pace was wild and his moans were loud. He pulled out and flipped me on my hands and knees. He slammed it but stopped once he bottom out. I only knew when I heard the small click of the phone camera, why he had paused.

He threw my phone on my side and thrusted his hips back and forth in once again, a fast pace. He wrapped my hair around his hand and carefully pulled my back so my head was now on his shoulder. His wet sweaty hair cover his flustered face.

"God... I never thought I'd get to have this" he puffed.

"Cumming.." I could barely speak to him feeling a huge wave go over my body. I felt his seed spill inside me as my body became limp against his.

"Thanks for impregnating me. And helping me get back at that douche". I finally let out.

I attempted to go find my clothes but I only failed when Colby pulled me back on the bed.

"I think since I did you a favour, I should get one in return" he whispered in my ear with a majestic raspy voice.

"Oh yer? What's the favour?"

"Will you do me a favour and be my girlfriend?" He smirks at me.

"M'k" I laugh at him as he pulled me in close.