Ah, it has been a while. It is so hard some days, to be so far away from you all. And the days are long. But how is your family? Eungi must be so big... Aigoo. I wonder if she will still remember me.
Aww, do you finally have a break now? And yes, everything is fine, the family is fine and healthy. And she really is, Eungi will turn a year old this week! And I’m not sure, because she was so small the last time she met you. But I think she still recognize your voice? And if she doesn’t recognize you, you don’t have to worry about it since Eungi is an easy going baby.
Surprise! Hi Minnie Mal. I guess I really do work tok hard. I hope it's not awkward between us now. I do miss you, Junnie, and little pea. Love always, Kyuppie.
Aigoo, it’s really nice to read your message! It’s been awhile since I met you last time. Yes you really do, you need to take a break from your work. I’ve missed you a lot too and you should come to visit our house soon or else, I will come to snatch you away from your office.
Neh I am! I’m starting to get busy though. *puffs his cheeks out and tilts his head slightly to the side* how about you kyuppie? Finally have free time after awhile? I’ve missed you.
In the army, our dog tags identify us.
When a member passes, the tags are collected and give to those that love them. They are worn in memory, as a sign of love.
This is for you, to show your love and remembrance.
Aww, really this is nice and the meaning too.. Thank you so much Kyuppie.. I will wear it always! *smiles brightly*
He had been incredibly busy the day before so turning on his phone was the first thing he did when he woke up from finally getting a long amount of sleep and having a large breakfast. He missed his husband, the night before there was one message he tried to reply to, but for some reason the phone service was just being stupid and wasn't working, so he had gone to sleep without telling his husband that he missed and loved him.
When he turned his phone on, he was surprised to see 12 new phone calls. He smiled, maybe it was from Minnie wanting to talk to him so badly. He chuckled and began to read the texts but was a bit confused. It wasn't Jung Min texting him, it was Kyu Jong. "What?" Kyu Jong's messages seemed urgent.
He checked the miss calls and they were all from Kyu Jong, "what in the world is going on?" Hyung Jun picked up the phone and called his voicemail and listened to the message. He barely understood what Kyu Jong had said, something about Jung Min? Did he say hospital?
Hyung Jun hung up the phone immediately and called Kyu Jong's phone afterwards, "Come on pick up... what about Minnie?" He was extremely worried now. Jung Min was hurt and here he was stuck in another country. No pick up on the phone, was he busy? Is Jung Min okay?
Hyung Jun immediately called his manager afterwards, "I need a flight home today!" The manager was a bit confused by that, "you still have some schedules today." Hyung Jun shook his head, "cancel them! I need to get back home now!" The manager sighed, "even if you wanted a flight out, its too late today. There isn't any more for the rest of the day. I can get you the earliest flight out, but Hyung Jun you will be tired from the schedules."
Hyung Jun was in tears, he was worrying about his husband and what could he do? Nothing. "No.. no schedules! Just get me out of here as soon as possible! Jung Min is in the hospital!" He hung up the phone without speaking anymore to his manager. He was too anxious at this point.
He called Kyu Jong's number again, still no answer. "Aish!" Hyung Jun hit the wall and began to cry harder. This was too hard. He hated not being able to be there for his husband when he was needed most.
Hyung Jun called his voicemail again, maybe he heard wrong. It was false hopes really, he knew he heard right he just didn't want to believe it. He listened again and it sounded so much clearer than before. Yes Jung Min was in the hospital. What's worse, Kyu Jong said he fell down the stairs.
He was now mentally cursing himself for wanting to have a two story home with Jung Min. It seemed so stupid now when Jung Min was hurt becuase of it.
Hyung Jun called Kyu Jong's phone once more, letting it ring and only calling over and over until Kyu Jong would pick up.
Jung Min’s day was nice today, He went out to a park with Eungi to distract himself for missing his husband who is away for a couple days. He was glad he could distract himself for his own thoughts that slowly killing him, he often heard words in his head that tried to brought him down. Jung Min was a tough and strong head kind, He always tried to hide them in hope he could distract himself if he acted like his own self, his cheerful and happy self. He hated feeling like this, fragile and weak.
He walked into the big master bedroom that belong to him and His Husband with a sigh before smiling down at his precious daughter in his arms softly, he brought his hand up to softly caressed her cheek while making his way towards the bed. He let out a ‘d’aww’ sound as he saw Eungi yawning in his arms; he bent down and carefully placed Eungi on the bed before climbing into the bed and lied down next to her.
Jung Min smiled to himself and shoved his phone back into his pocket to cuddle up with his daughter, gently patting her tummy while humming soothingly until she slowly drift off to sleep. He leaned down to kiss his forehead and reached over to get Eungi’s favorite blanket and gently place it over her. He smiled and felt his tummy growled and sighed, He realized that He hadn’t eaten since that afternoon. He leaned down and kissed Eungi softly on the cheek before grabbing the baby monitor and made his way out of the bed, carefully to not wake his little angel up.
He turned off the bed side lamp and made his way out off the room to the top of the stairs while rubbing his slightly bumped tummy with his other hand lovingly. “Yes little one, I’m going to feed you soon.” He chuckled to himself.
As he walked down the stairs, he suddenly tripped over his own feet and fell down the stairs, He gasped. As he tumbled down he made the loudest noises ever, groaning in pain as he came to a halt at the bottom he felt a sharp pain across his stomach, He began to cry as he clutched his hand on his stomach, he asked for help as the tears rolls down his cheeks. The worst thing was, no one there. No one was going to help him.
He felt his tummy tightened, his back and arms were aching so badly. Everything hurts.
As he reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone while trembling, the thing on his mind was only Hyung Jun. ‘Hyung Jun, Hyung Jun. let him know..’ He pressed a button to speed dial his husband, He was crying while waiting for Hyung Jun to pick his phone up. He bit down his lip nervously as he held his phone close to his ear.
Once,
Twice,
Three times,
Four times,
Five times,
And it seemed like the millionth times and He still didn’t answer the phone. He decided to make the last phone call and sighed in relieved when someone picked up the call.
“Hyung Jun is not here, call again later, okay!” He groaned and hung up immediately, as he clutched his other hand on his tummy and cried out even harder as he saw blood ran down his thighs. He was obviously worried about his child, of course. His a-few-weeks- unborn baby. He shuffled through his phone immediately and pressed a speed dial for Kyu Jong’s phone. 911 wasn’t on his mind, nope.
As he kept on mentally kicked and blamed himself, Jung Min brought his hand up to his lips and sobbed against his palm, He almost yelled to Kyu Jong once the other man pick up his phone call if it weren’t for him crying so hard.
“Yoboseyo? Minnie why are you crying? …Minnie?” Kyu panicked a bit. He was surprised when he heard Jung Min crying because He wasn’t the type who could cry easily.
“K-kyu… I need your help. T-take me to the doctor would you? I-I’m bleeding…” He sobbed, “I’m at home… Jjunnie is not here...” He groaned slightly from the pain as he let out a heavy breath.
“Alright, stay there. I’ll be there soon, alright? I promise. In less than 10 minutes!” He hung up.
Jung Min just nodded and felt him self getting weaker; He couldn’t respond the last words as he leaned back against the stairs, letting his phone fell onto his stomach as he drifted off to sleep. The darkness overtaking his body.