#laehcim

[pepsi-smepsi]

I’ve done it again. I’ve fallen into the trap it created. It’s familiar scent lured me in and it’s intriguing warmth is was keeps me here. But that scent is really the stench of past failures and the false warmth is just hypothermia reaching extreme conditions. The sad thing is, is that I continue to go through a cycle of coming and going. It’s something I can’t get away from.

-jay.// just like you

[pepsi-smepsi]

I fell in love with a boy who was never capable of loving me.

-jay. // that’s just the sad truth (via @pepsi-smepsi )

[pepsi-smepsi]

They were right, and they still are.

Babe you were a sight all on your own. You aoura drew me in and spun me around.

But you changed the person who once was is gone. Instead of the complicated dance that once seemed like second nature to you and me, now consists of awkward steps and too many I’m sorry’s.

-jay.// Your mark is now beginning to heal (via @pepsi-smepsi )

[oxfa]

Spending days without you is slowly getting easier Yet I miss you at night when my mind is warped by the depths of my greatest fears And my eyes are tired from sleep or rather the lack there of  I miss you in the loud shouts that stream from bitter silence And heavy waves of thunder that leave me curled under blankets heaving hard to catch my breath You were a cherry blossom tree with petals of poison Magnificent and deadly And as your petals fell in a fit of blissful turmoil I return burned by each that I reach out to touch I thought I'd learn a lesson earlier, or at least teach you one I tried to save you in holy baths wringing out the poison from your roots in the name of health and devotion I only wanted to be your panacea, but contagion seeped into my open wounds Leaving me paralyzed in fever dreams I could never quite forget

[pepsi-smepsi]

I'm searching for something in him I will never find in anyone but myself

-jay.// but I still can't put myself together ( via @pepsi-smepsi )

[pepsi-smepsi]

You believe we are a “ You shook me all night long” kind of love. Where as I believe we are more of a “Tenerife sea”

jay. // that’s the difference between me and you (via @pepsi-smepsi )

[pepsi-smepsi]

His name and habits take over my mind like they were mine before they were ever his.

jay.// it’s not fair (via @pepsi-smepsi )

[pepsi-smepsi]

We went from “I don’t want to date you” To sweaty bodies, light and you pressed up against me. Then to a slow late night drive, pizza and a ton of laughter. Next my fishnets and your hands started to intermingle. But it came to an abrupt end with blue and red lights.

jay.// one of the best nights this summer (via @pepsi-smepsi )