Today September 3rd is an interesting day for me because it’s the day Arianne and me where supposed to get Married. By February I had already paid the deposit to the venue and invited our guests. And then 2020 circumstances happened and we had to cancel. Today is also exactly 6 months after my birthday, which was the last day I saw Arianne (when these pics where taken). Due to luggage issues with the airline, she left Peru a couple of weeks before I could, but then I got trapped 3 extra months there, due to Covid blockages. Once I got back to Canada she wasn’t allowed in from Florida neither. In those 6 months of physically separation, Arianne and me slowly lost our alignment. It’s nobody’s fault, just 2 totally different kinds of communication, where we unintentionally hurt each other many times. All good learning experiences and chances to grow though. We’ve actually been broken up for several months now, but I had been patiently (mostly) waiting for the Canadian border to allow her to return home, so we could see if we could reingage our loving relationship or not. But every month the border continued to be closed, and our alignment further drifted apart. The uncertainty of all this situation put me in a depression for months. As a sensitive man, I was overwhelmed by unpleasant emotions, due to loosing the love of my life. So this week I’ve finally had to surrender to what the universe has served me. Holding on has made me suffer more than I can handle, so I just need to accept and let go. I know we’ll always love each other, and be great friends! I am so grateful I had such a wonderful woman in my life, along so many good times, trips and ceremonies we’ve shared these last few years. So today, even though endings are sad, we can still celebrate the love that will always be there, even if we didn’t stay together in partnership. I know I’m not alone in having a relationship end. It seems like 2020 needs to take everything apart in order to bring back harmony. We’re still in the painful part of the process though, but things are bound to get better! So we stay optimistic and trust that everything is perfect just as it is. Aho. #gratitude #laflacucha #goodbye (at La Rosa Náutica) https://www.instagram.com/p/CErWOZPnWaP/?igshid=1d3crcqvhlwq2
