#lainypenofdeviantart

[queenweisss]

Today was the day I was finally gonna go to sleep early because I've been really sick and my insomnia has been flaring up, but now I have to silently scream at BtR because that is such a cliffhanger and I have no words for what I'm feeling.

no!!!! D: I apologize for what I have done!!

[queenweisss]

lainypenofdeviantart replied to your post:i could have sworn i just heard my dead dog’s...

I know that feeling. My dog recently passed away, his heart stopped, but I swear I heard him yesterday afternoon and went to go see what he was barking at. I stopped when I remembered, and it really sucks.

i am so so so sorry to hear that!!!! 

but wow :((( yeah. i've never had this happened to me. i lost a cat a few years ago and i loved him so much, but i never like thought i heard or saw him after he died. But I guess with this dog, it's different. I had him since I was four and he lasted like 13 years with us. And I told my sister right now that I heard him bark and she told me it's probably because I still haven't let him go. I feel like I have though. Like I got my closure since I knew his death was coming, and I spent my nights crying over it before it even happened, so when it did happen, I was prepared??? 

but yeah, my sister just thinks I heard that because deep down, I still haven't let him go, or don't want to. And now that I think about it, maybe I haven't. I mean, I still have my nights where I think I'm going to wake up hearing him bark or go to sleep and hear him bark in the middle of the night and it never happens so idk

it was just weird and kind of cool, and sad. i just really thought i heard him and i got so excited for a moment. 

[hridstiddies]

Very much so, it was lovely<3. I got flirted with on the tube and called bella ragazza at a souvenir shop. Also, Brits say 'cheers' instead of goodbye and it was so adorable. I loved it so much and I cannot wait to go back in two years.

I'm glad you had a good time,Pen.

[tenebrose]

shslwallflower ==> toweredpimps

It's Gavin's chumhandle thought of by someone beautiful in the RTstuck tag. Follow them, yes?

[implodingcacti]

I am so ready

For when my mom lectures me about ships, crushes on fictional characters, and feels again. Literally, she is an ironic person, saying that you can't like someone that doesn't exist, yet she really liked that one guy from SOA and said that she could because he was older than my oldest brother. She says it's strange to ship fictional characters, yet she ships Spock with Nyota in Star Trek. Also, she gets really emotional when I mention whatever people do to the Mayor from Homestuck. As far as she is concerned, the Mayor is the fucking shit, and whoever dares hurt him is an asshole. I wonder if my mom has a tumblr she just is not telling me about.....

[hridstiddies]

Pen: Who's the Guy with the black wings? Is that Destiel? Me: WHY