#lameful

[principalcellist]

TW: BODY BITCHIN'

I've gained weight since coming back home. Not happy about that at all. I need to stop eating the Nutella just because it's there. I swore to myself I'd never get fat again, yet here I am. Fuck. I'd go running, but I still get stabbing pain in my legs when I do. Siiigh.

Sorry, I'm just really hating myself right now. I just feel so...huge.

[daylightcreature]

lameful replied to your photo: i was such an angry femme today

your hair makes me cry it is so beautiful

ahh thank you!

[satyri]

shhh im like 100% sure youd never do that!! when thhey say mental disorder they mean like schizophrenia, and even then thats not the whole cause u____u

yeah but ugh fuck i dunno i feel so guilty whenever i like/sympathize with villains in movies n games etc for that reason and then there was that fucking side effects movie which i dont .. know much about but it seemed like basically what im afraid of and since i take antidepressants its like Oh Cool, As If I Wasn't Already Scared Enough About Side Effects