Nov 9, 2024
Everyone Ngah left behind
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Everyone Ngah left behind
Lamera 2023 - International Motor Show 2023 - Luxembourg
My mother, Saturn,
My ocs as Pullava
LASSI
Kuningatarpitko - containing jam of the "queen" flavor aka blueberry and raspberry, and it has some yummy custard and sugar chunks. The only berry enough flavor which automatically goes to Lassi imo. Also I think the sugar chunks feel very Him
LAMERA
Dallaspitko - a bun with vanilla quark filling, beautiful golden and so this one's mostly for the appearance to me. I almost went with orange quark flavor bc i feel that fits Lamera but Dallasbun is so sweet and buttery and I think that fits even better
DELILAH
Kanelipulla - simple basic cinnamon buns, i couldn't find a better fit tbh, I feel like there's nothing "mature" and strong enough that would fit Delilah. I think cinnamon is fine! No sheet/braid bun, she's a grab bag
NAN
Mansikka-vaniljapitko - strawberry and vanilla! Contains strawberry jam, sugar chunks and what I assume would be vanilla custard. So whimsy! So cute! Look at the adorable packaging! It's summery! Fits Nan. Either a retired flavor or not available in my region. Ironically suits an elderly lady in that sense lol
Photo dump for the human designs of this family (Lameras fullbody human design is included next to Ngah in the same drawing). Plus palettes. Bc I got really excited and wanted to
@tolbachik
Ooobhf tough one I like so many.. It kinda phases out periodically which one I'm most latched onto. Or just working with the most actively
HI that was me pussying about bc I like so many things and am indecisive (how it usually is). Let's make this about Lamera bc right now I'm obsessed with her in this very moment and I decided to use this ask to it!
Here's artworks featuring Lamera! (different one on each word!) I think I should definitely make him a new bio very soon bc he's been around since the beginning of this blog. Which is alot!
Lamera is an angel (he/she) and a creation/son of Ngah, with whom he has a really. Difficult relationship.
Personality wise he has always been the most stereotypical classical angel depiction - kind, patient, gentle, softspoken and self sacrificing to a fault. He cares way too much and his character is a manifestation of many kinds of emotional and psychological burnout, which happens when you give your everything to everyone. Ngah has always disliked him and been ashamed of him for being so outwardly emotional and sensitive (one of his main design motifs is tears, bc he cries easily). He was her first child and Ngah was immediately kinda disappointed and decided to make a do-over. Lamera reminds his mother of everything she prefers to stay buried and gone which manifested in Lamera when he was made. Ngahs been emotionally abusive as well as neglectful towards not only Lamera but both her children, with Lameras sibling ZZ being the "Favourite" one, which has been almost as damaging for them if not in separate ways on the spectrum.
Lamera eventually started snapping which manifested in one of his halos (a collar around his neck) breaking off. He has a scar in it's place, but that was when he became disillusioned with his Mother completely. After Ngah was demoted from power Lamera started quickly falling apart and has now been self isolating and dissociating on a small planet from which he hasn't moved from in a while. He is utterly spent and exhausted and his mother's downfall was the last nail in the coffin for his whole world dissolving in acid before his eyes - of course he's pleased Ngah is no longer in power but heaven is in pretty fucking rough shape! The power vacuum doesn't help. Nor does the staff shortage. Mysterious how angels keep leaving or dying or disappearing mysteriously under such dire circumstances. Can't be the faults in the oppressive system and workplace abuse, surely!
A little wip of Lamera under the cut, I'm currently working on a little art piece of her :)
(There's blood)
Who's more attractive?
Lamera
Xerxes
LAMERA
XERXES
WHO'S MORE ATTRACTIVE
Lassi Varpunen
Lamera
Round 2
LAMERA
LASSI