#lari talks

[you-in-me]

being a multi is so hard, i'm losing my mind, how many comebacks are we having this month?

[inkandcozysweaters]

I‘m a bit dumbfounded by the amounts of posts I’ve seen stating that it‘s weird for a 19/20 year old (side rant: why did they have to change his birthday) to befriend (or wanting to befriend) a 16 year old?? It‘s not like he‘s exclusively seeking out people half his age to hang out with. He met Lola coincedentally through a mutual acquaintance. He probably doesn’t even know how old she is exactly. He just feels like they might have similar experiences and interests, that she understands the things other people, most of his friends, probably wouldn’t. Why wouldn’t you want to continue talking to someone like that?

But even if it wasn’t that deep ... this is tumblr for fuck‘s sake. I feel like the "omfg MUTUAAAAALS" culture was born here and I’m pretty sure no one’s asking for IDs prior to that. Why are y‘all judging it now? (Don’t you have friends that are older than you? I know I do.) Also, in the OG (probably in some of the remakes, too) there was a three year age difference between the girl squad and the Penetrators and no one seemed to give a shit about that (and rightly so in my opinion) even though they pursued each other for sexual or romantic reasons. Just for the sake of it, not because of a "special connection". So why is it weird now?

Last but definitely not least: I‘m begging y‘all to at least stop using "pedophilic" in this context because that‘s something completely different (and very serious).

[izlaria]

I wanted recommendations for fics where everyone is just super proud of Izuku. Like, future fics where he grows up to be a great hero and he gains recognition for it, or fics that discuss his past bullying and how far he has come from the person he was then, or fics about Inko looking at her son and being blown away by his growth. I just love to see Izuku living his best life. Extra points if it also showcases his healing friendship with Bakugou.

My favorite of the sort is Journey to the past by aloneintherain. I have read this fic so many times and I think I’ve cried every time.

I’m in this mood because I saw this animatic to the song Slipping through my fingers and wow... Could not stop crying.

[hnwsource]

dear hayley, (or to whoever wants to read this)

when we are young, we believe our heros and inspirations are bullet proof; that they are invincible... and you wanna be like them. but then you grow up and realize you are not invincible. you get hurt, and you get down, and sometimes you just don’t feel strong enough to stand again. you stop to think to yourself “what would my hero think about that huh?”.

you go through so much and it comes to the moment where you look at yourself in the mirror. and it is scary since you can’t recognize who that person in front of you is. that person looks at you with your eyes but you feel so far away, so distant. is that even you? is that someone else and is that someone else better than i was? the answer is scary. could that person be worse than i was?

you get to see that life is not easy. not easy at all. and that you’ll be alone sometimes and your heart can be so heavy. god, the heaviness you’ll feel... and you’ll be angry, at yourself and at others, and sometimes, at the world. you will want to cry and then you won’t have enough tears. and you’ll be happy and live unforgettable moments, but sometimes you’ll forget the sound of your own laugh. and those around you can become ghosts. and you can lose them.

in that moment, you stop and again... “what would my hero think about that huh?”. but you look at them. and how they also grew. and how they also changed. you get to realize that they are just humans. they are just like you.

they go through hell too. and they can get out of there, the same as you. and they also get to look at their mirrors and not recognize who they are. and the sad part is... the world keeps wanting an answer. they keep thinking they know those heroes. and when those heroes change, the world keeps asking them “where is the old you?”. well, their old selves can be dead, or it can be only a ghost now. an echo. and that is okay. no one stays the same, not even your heroes. and in the end, they bleed, and they cry... just like you do.

your hero is suddenly not a concept, not an idea. they become real. in your eyes, they become what they actually always had been... humans. only humans. and then you see they are just like you. and there’s a conforting idea in that, right? they can go through hell with you. or maybe, you both can go through hell by yourselves, alone. but you know they are fighting too. somewhere. at the same time you have your own battles.

and why am i writing all of this? because one of those heroes of mine is and probably will always be hayley williams. the famous “paramore girl” (and i know she is proud of that - i am too). i grew up with paramore and hayley. and in these 12 years as a fan, i can say that i changed. and god, how scared i was. i went literally through hell and i got out. and yes, in the end there is a new me standing right here, writing this.

and man, i really thought that if my hero, my inspiration, could see me, she would not understand, she was bullet proof, wasn’t she? she was unstoppable, invincible... but in the end, she wasn’t. she isn’t. and what a relief to know that it’s okay. it is okay to not be invincible and to not be that concept of a hero. how good it feels to know that the woman that i grew up watching and the woman that is my inspiration till today... is just as human as i am.

so all of this (i know... i can’t stop writing when i start) was to say thank you. thank you, hayley, for sharing your truth, and your battles with us. thank you for showing that it is okay to be hurt, and to feel anger, and to feel lost. that being human is complicated and a really crazy concept, but it is what it is. and thank you for being exactly the person you are. it is so good to know my inspiration, my hero... is real. she is a real person, a real human. i can’t wait to live this new chapter of your life with you. again, as i’ve been doing through these 12 years.

and hayley, even if you doubt your strength sometimes... just know that there’s a girl somewhere that believes in you. because she was once lost and alone just like you. and we both managed to survive, didn’t we? how brave and insane of us. maybe being brave, and being lost, and being insane... are only consequences. or maybe they are the same thing. maybe they are just other names for all of us. who knows, right?

- lari

[hansoulo]

tagged by @squidlywiddly87, @chelsfic, and @fanfiction-trashpile 💛

rules: name 10 favorite characters from 10 different things and then tag 10 people

Bucky Barnes - Marvel Cinematic Universe

Alfie Solomons - Peaky Blinders

Frank Castle - The Punisher

Karen Page - Daredevil

Javier Peña - Narcos

Ron Swanson - Parks and Recreation

Louise Belcher - Bob’s Burgers

Schmidt - New Girl

Jasmin - On My Block

Rory Gilmore - Gilmore Girls

tagging @padfootwantsatummyrub @murdermewithbooks @lostinmysticfalls @mando-vibes @everstarry @letaliabane @themandjalorian @astrolo-galaxy and anyone else who wants to do it!

[lovejeons]

Rest in peace, Sulli ♡

[carstairsjames]

hey guys, a few months ago i decided to make this blog a multifandom one, about a lot of different books. and with that, new characters and worlds were “added” to my life, my edits and my heart. i’m glad most part of you guys decided to stick with me and my blog, because your support means a lot to me. 

and to celebrate all of this and also make something new and different of what i usually do, i’ve decided to make my very own literature family!

want to join the family?

must be following this girl right here

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send me through ASK: your name + age + your pronouns + three options of characters that are in the “open section” of this page .

if you want to be a character that it’s not in the page, but it’s from the same fandoms that are already in there, you can ask me to add them. 

what you’ll get for being part of my family:

a spot on my literature family page! 

a tag to track and share your creations and other posts:  #larifamily

priority in edits and playlists requests

my eternal love and friendship! 

[aneongravestone]

I'm really trying to not freak out...

But I'm failing so bad.