I Stay, Even When It Breaks Me
I won’t pretend this is healing.
It’s not.
Trust masih tipis.
Retak, tapi belum runtuh.
And I’m not thinking about tomorrow—
aku cuma bertahan di hari ini.
Sekarang, aku lihat usaha kamu.
Kamu izin. Kamu kabarin.
You choose transparency, even when it costs you comfort.
Aku lihat itu. Aku akui.
But fear never really leaves.
Because love stayed—
and that’s what makes it dangerous.
Staying isn’t brave.
It’s controlled.
Menahan diri dari marah yang ingin meledak.
Choosing silence over destruction.
Aku stay bukan karena yakin.
Bukan karena semuanya sudah benar.
I stay because I still care.
Tentang kamu.
Tentang rumah ini.
Tentang Ark.
Love doesn’t sound loud anymore.
It whispers.
It hurts.
But it stays.
For now,
so do I.












