Before ...
I would cry & feel less than, when I was at my lowest & the person that was “helping” me began to change because they got tired of “helping” & felt like the process was taking too long.
I couldn’t understand why you made it feel like you understood & were open to being on this journey.... to turn around & kick me while I’m all the way down.
B U T
Good things come to those who wait.
& that’s exactly what I’m doing waiting, ever so PATIENTLY ..... & most DEFINITELY listening.
Listening to EVERY smart remark you say under your breath about me or “as a joke” about what I havent gotten done, because when the day comes I’ve finally made it to the destiny I was suppose to have.
No I won’t stunt , shit on you, or even floss my victory.
I’ll just say thank you.
Thank you for showing me your encouragement only goes so far in our relationship. Thank you for pushing me even harder, taking on the responsibility of being that negative voice in my life. Because now I can focus my energy solely on my growth, stability, peace of mind and most importantly my sanity & happiness.
The year is still young & im proud of all the accomplishments I’ve gained from my downfall last year& brought into the New Year. & they keep coming 🙏🏾
8 of 365 - it’s looking REAL great to me & it can only get amazing from here on out.