Too many changes?
On the brink of the new year, I told myself that 2014 would be a year of change. And my pep talk proved itself true once the year began. It has been a whirlwind of changes these past 4 months. It was exciting. It gave me a high.
But I've realized that its embedded in my restless nature to crave for change, and when my rashness kicks in and goes for it without a second thought, there's no stopping me. It's a thing that I do repeatedly, almost like dejavu at this point in my life. And I always seem to get what I go for, which gives me the reassurance that I made the right decision.
Then after the dust has settled, I look around, and doubt slowly starts to creep in.Is this really what I want and need?
Did I really make the right decision(s)? Or did I choose give up something that I'd regret, possibly for life, on a childish whim?