#lavendiary

[lavender--fairy]

The law with a gentler approach.

Approach the law with a gentle mindset. I know how frustrating it feels at times even though it's supposed be quite the contrary. It took me a while to realize that it is actually super chill, trust me I know.

First of all, remember that there's only you. You don't have a nemesis, no rival, no enemy, no opposition, literally no one is against you. There is no one out there that can stop your inner doings from materializing. How can you lose a one person game? You can't, unless you stand in your own way. Only you can do any sort of damage and again that damage is reversible because there is only you. You truly are the highest in your inner world.

Next, the outer world is NOT something that should frustrate you as much as it does. It is lifeless, it follows you and your inner doings. It isn't some sort of evil and picky entity that just doesn't listen to you and does what it wants.

Some of you describe it like this mean mirror that reflects selectively when you say things like 'I only ever manage to get my small manifestations. I hate the 3D yada yada yada.' You act like the 3D teases you with scraps never really giving you the whole thing but ma'am, the thing you're blaming and whining about is literally dead and showing you what you've been doing in your inner world.

Notice how everytime Neville has ever spoken about the 3D, he says things like “The world is yourself pushed out.” “The world is a mirror.” “The world is a shadow.” etc? Don't just listen but accept these facts, it truly isn't something you should fear or despise for it is a reflection of your own inner being. It is a gift even. You get to experience your imaginal acts in your human form.

Don't hate it, don't fear from it, don't depend upon it for fulfillment, instead see it as it is. A mirror.

Moving on, realize that you aren't attracting anything. You're not chasing after anything because life is not happening to you but through you. It's all happening from inside you. Infact you're not even creating anything either. Every is already pre-made for you because creation is finished.

I know all this is easier said than done but you don't have to suffer through it if you don't want to. With practice I've realized that I used to spend so much time feeling anxiety for no reason. It doesn't have to be that way.

Because the law brings the accountability back to you and gives you all the power, you start to become restless and under pressure thinking that you have to bring things into being. Sure, but your part ends with feeling it real and persisting. The rest is taken care of. Just do your part well and relax. And remember, even your part is not supposed to be stressful and full of effort. The opposite actually.

[lavender--fairy]

The actions you'll need to take (if any) for the fulfillment of your desire fall under the bridge of incidents.

"So, people will tell you that “I work so hard at it,” well that's why you're failing. If you really believe all things are possible to God, and God is your own wonderful human imagination and his ways are higher than your mortal level, well then, what are you interfering with that state for? Assume the end and don't work it at all. You'll be moving under compulsion to manifest it, if you simply assume it and let it be. What do you do after someone is pregnant? Just let it be." - Neville

That statement in bold, is the statement you need to understand. You must understand that you will be moving under compulsion or "inspired action" to manifest it. Do you see why that is important to notice? Your body is apart of the outside world. It will move where it needs to go. You will move to MANIFEST it. So, consciousness assumes something to be true, your compulsion to act will MANIFEST it. - Edward Art (The less you look, the more you'll see)

[lavender--fairy]

Realize that you're not trying to fix a state or build one from scratch. You ain't Fix it Felix OR Bob the builder, girl put that imaginary hammer away.

You're just switching states, just moving from one state to another just like we move through rooms, like we change clothes.

You are NOT trying to fix your current state or trying to alter it but moving into a completely new, already created, already minutely detailed state.

These states are already at your disposal. All of them. The ones you desire AND the ones you despise. You can be anything. You can be everything.

[lavender--fairy]

In imagination, nothing is hard or easy, everything just is. And so, learn to just be without littering it with fear, doubt, worry, urgency, impatience and what not. Ponder upon it, when you imagine, isn't everything already so? And is it not already so, now? Isn't that what you are yearning for? So why do you reject it? Because its 'not real'? Because 'it's just imagination'? Because 'It's not clothed in the 3d form yet'? Neville says you must yield to it, no questions asked and he says If you judge after appearances, you will continue to be enslaved by them. All these doubts arise when you try to feel the wish fulfilled while still thinking in terms of the 3D, still not letting it go, still not letting it be. No, you must let go of it, fully. Its like you're hugging the 4D while your pinky is linked with the 3D behind your back. You must pick one. And it must be the inner world, if you truly wish to be fulfilled for it is the only place that truly fulfills you without conditions and qualifications. Remember, what you wish for is not too far fetched, not impossible, not improbable. In fact, what you seek for is seeking you. Imagination is all giving regardless of how big or small you think your desire is, regardless of how hard and easy you think it is because In imagination, nothing is hard or easy, everything just is.

[lavender--fairy]

The only way to change is within. I repeat for emphasis: the only way to change is within. Realize that you can free yourself from the unnecessary stress of having to do this and that. Go straight to your personal reality, the reality that softens the blows of the world, the only one that listens, the only one that responds, the one and only reality.

"But only when he-in-you resurrects as you, will you leave this world of Caesar. But while you are in it, why not learn his law, because the blows are inevitable. Learn the law, that you may cushion the blows. -Neville Goddard (Imagination)

Save yourself, soothe yourself, please yourself, fulfill yourself in your inner world, so that it may be done unto you in the outer world.

Do your part, so the outer world can do its own. Move out of the way of your own fulfillment, goddammit!

[lavender--fairy]

If you're afraid, you're not realizing who you are. If you're afraid, you're fooling yourself. If you're afraid, you're abusing yourself. If you fear, you are sleeping the sleep of the ignorants. If you fear, you are making up people, circumstances and then fearing those. If you fear, you're not realizing that everything and everyone is playing the parts you assigned them.

I grew up in an environment that made me structure every thing I did or said in way that would pardon me from punishments. I was constantly walking on eggshells. I spent all my mental strength avoiding being yelled at. I hated the authority people had over me, I hated how much fear they were able to induce in me even in my own hypothetical scenarios. It was only until recently I decided to pardon myself of the abuse. I say this because I was doing it to me. I was the abuser and the abused. No one else. I am the cause. This belief only got stronger when people spoke the exact words I had whispered in secret. "Don't fear your own reflection" , is what I said to myself when I watched the world change only when I did.

The truth is, no matter what you want, regardless of what your desire is, you will have to ask the only god that answers. And you'll realise just how freeing it is. You will have to surrender to the inner man, to your I AM-ness. You might try this and that to try and reach towards your goal but the most efficient, the most freeing and the most loving way is the God's way. Calling things from the unseen to the seen.

[lavender--fairy]

I am neither.

The reason why I know that there is a difference between the state and me, the occupier of the state is because if I can be both this and that, means that I am neither.

Both states are only choices. No greater than each other, both holding the same capacity to be occupied. And I am far greater than both for I give them life and without me they remain dormant.

Yet you remain as conceiver, greater than your conception - Neville (At your command, chapter 1)

So: “Happy is the man that condemneth himself not in that which he alloweth.” For to life nothing is condemned. All is expressed. Life does not care whether you call yourself rich or poor; strong or weak. It will eternally reward you with that which you claim as true of yourself. The measurements of right and wrong belong to man alone. To life there is nothing right or wrong. As Paul stated in his letters to the Romans: “I know and am persuaded by the Lord Jesus that there is nothing unclean of itself, but to him that esteemeth anything to be unclean, to him it is unclean.” Stop asking yourself whether you are worthy or unworthy to receive that which you desire. Neville (At your command, chapter 6)

[lavender--fairy]

You can't escape your own Godly-ness.