#laviblr

[etheviese]

my little love. isn't she gorgeous????

[etheviese]

i can't stop laughing at this pic HAHAHAHAHAHA what a cutiepie

[etheviese]

happy four months, my love!! ♡

[etheviese]

⋆˚꩜｡ monday morning ۶ৎ ˚.

10:30 am — april 13, 2026

i’ve been pretty inactive lately just because uni has been really overwhelming. case studies, reportings, and research have been piling up nonstop, so most days i just end up stuck at my table trying to finish everything one by one. it’s been the same routine for a while now, and honestly it gets tiring in a way i don’t always notice right away. this morning though, i finally went out and went back to my favorite reading spot, just to take a break for a bit. i brought a book with me and just sat there without rushing anything, not thinking about deadlines or what i still need to do later. it felt simple, but in a good way, like i could breathe a little outside of everything i’ve been dealing with. i didn’t realize how much i needed that pause until i actually had it. i’m still tired, nothing really changes that overnight, but today felt a bit lighter, and for now that’s enough.

[etheviese]

my heart. look at my babies

[etheviese]

my gorgeous creature... how i love you so 🐰🤍

[etheviese]

⋆˚꩜｡ saturday morning ۶ৎ ˚. . 9:56 am - january 17, 2026

went out for a walk today, just to get some sun, and the weather was really nice. i brought my book with me and continued reading at the park while sipping on my iced coffee. there’s something comforting about doing the same little routine in a space that feels familiar and safe.

after being desk-bound for a few days, going outside always brings this sense of relief i can’t really explain. the air feels different when i breathe it in, lighter somehow, and my body finally feels awake again. moments like this remind me that I’m more than just deadlines and hours spent sitting still, im alive, and i'm allowed to pause and exist for a while. 🤎

[etheviese]

⋆˚꩜｡ saturday morning ۶ৎ ˚.

2:30 am — may 23, 2026

still awake because i have three finals on monday and apparently my professors all decided to test the limits of my remaining brain cells before the semester ends ㅠㅠ reproductive physiology, beef and cattle production, and methods of research all at once is actually insane. i’ve been studying for hours now and i swear everything is starting to mix together in my head. hormones, cattle systems, research designs… all of it just floating around in my brain with zero organization.

i’m trying so hard to stay focused but i’m already at that point where reading feels more like staring . thankfully the pomodoro technique is helping me survive a little. been doing 25 mins study then 5 mins break and honestly those 5 minute breaks feel life changing right now. sometimes during breaks i just scroll for a bit, stare at the wall, or question every academic decision i’ve ever made before going back to my notes again 🫠

my sleep schedule is so ruined lately. i’ve been sleeping late almost every night trying to catch up with everything before finals week ends. my desk is messy, my highlighters are everywhere, my back hurts, and my eyes feel so tired already. undergrad life really is just constantly being overwhelmed but still continuing anyway because what other choice do you even have sigh.

and the thing stressing me out more is after finals, we’re already getting deployed for our 2-month ojt this may 31. like wow okay no recovery period at all. it feels so weird because i’ve been waiting for this part of college for so long but now that it’s actually happening, i feel nervous and excited at the same time. life’s been moving so fast lately that i barely even have time to process anything properly anymore.

but this is my last push for the semester fr. after monday i can finally rest without feeling guilty for not studying. i just need to lock in a little longer and survive these exams. tired as hell but we move i guess.