Aug 1, 2023
What if the Hermetic Order of Messiah was a thing?
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What if the Hermetic Order of Messiah was a thing?
heading toward the neutral ending in smtiv and I didn’t need a guide, YUUUSSSS but there’s one tiny little problem, I swore I was going on chaos route…. you mean I have to be MORE chaotic!?! How do I chaos!?! Just SO law aligned my “chaos” is actually neutral. Oh no it happened again! (referring to smt1)
I came to a realization and have a confession
I feel over the past year... A lot has happened. A lot that has made me open my eyes a bit. And after doing an alignment chart I feel my alignment has changed over the year. I used to see myself as Neutral/Law. However, over this past year... I have seen true ugly, true filth. Not even just retarded ass "friends" issue... After working for a forensics department, I've seen horrid crimes committed over and over by the same filth. (oh how I wish it were not so but every time a ten print card showed up and it was an old white dude, 90% of the time it was child molestation or rape... or that one I will never forget, I even wrote down his name and everything so I can't forget, crude castration of a young boy...) Living in a shitty ass neighborhood was something to show me the surface of scum of the earth. But after this past year I was throw into the shit bucket and shown what true filth is. Shown that humans don't deserve second chances. Show the true meaning of give them an inch and they'll take a mile. That is why I am now Dark/Law or if anything a darker shade of neutral... but the fantasy bullshit of the Light alignment is something I will never see again, ever. And also freedom is something the human race does not deserve. Strict order may be too extreme even for me, but it at least makes sense to me. More so than one where such filth can run free (seriously one guy kept raping children, 3 DIFFERENT fucking times....like in 6 month intervals... HOW WAS HE NOT PURGED THE FIRST TIME... THAT FILTH IS PROBABLY STILL SOMEWHERE BREATHING MY AIR, HOW FUCKING DARE HE DO SO)
A little grim coming from me but I kind of need to vent that for some time now...