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dear boyfriend

Dear boyfriend,

        With all respect, you got your letter a while ago and I exposed my prominent writing skills with the best pick up lines you could ever receive, so I am begging now… now let me live with a cup of hot espresso on my own…

Or preferably with your tiny self on my lap.Love,Jongin.

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Dear Dessert,

Dear Dessert,

     In this very moment, I’m wondering how long it’s already been since we met each other. Sometimes it feels like I’ve known you for ages. Not that I’m complaining since you’re my all-time entertainer… someone I can’t ….NOT laugh around~ Yes, it’s a huge flattery from my part, Dessert.

Considering the time we’ve spent together, it might still be not enough, yet I couldn’t do without thinking about what we both have been through. You need to agree that many people wished to set us against each other. It’s been a very tough time for us both. However, I am glad I’ve never believed any of those rumours and fake assumptions and stayed by your side. You’re worth attention and time… also my friendship. You’ve easily become one of my closest friends… someone I keep my eye on. I hope you know that I’m always around if you ever need support or a shoulder to lean on. I’d even provide us with Lindor chocolates if it helps…

You shouldn’t ever change, neither believe in people’s fake accusations and attempt to please them just for the sake of their satisfaction. You, yourself…are wonderful as a person the way you are. With the typos you make on a daily routine, squeals and cute actions… this is something that shapes your bright personality and I truly consider it appealing.

Remember, that a Dinner isn’t completed without a precious Dessert.

Love,Jongin

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Dear Handsome Myeon,

Dear "handsome" Myeon,

       First of all, calling yourself handsome on a daily routine is a sign that you must have spent too much time with your little brother aka me and let me tell you… it doesn’t make you look pretty. I’d rather have you all shy and asking me to sing you a lullaby or tell you a story to what I’ll never agree…

Anyway… this is not the point. As much as I wished to mock at you a tiny little bit, I’ll be more serious as there are many things I had never ever told you before. You always tend to remind me that I’m your brother…someone you should take care of but I wish to remind you that it makes you my brother as well and I wish to return this favour as often as possible. Obviously don’t expect me to be a lovey dovey kind of a friend cause I’m far from being such a person, yet… you know I truly care about you and your feelings. So, in case someone hurt you, It’d be a pleasure for me to punch them in the face. 

Surprisingly enough, I’ve never felt… annoyed by your presence. You’ve never made me force myself to do something I didn’t want to and this is probably something I should keep it mind as it proves very well, that our friendship is likely to last very long. Many people tried to keep us apart, spreading fake assumptions and information and I’m truly glad I decided to observe and follow my own intuition. You’ve never disappointed me so far and as simple as it sound… it’s a huge deal for me. You must know by now that I don’t let many people get close to me. I have my reasons…  However, you crossed the line and I allowed you. I don’t regret meeting you, neither letting us get close. You’re worth my trust and I hope you’ll always remain your too-confident, yet charming self. Because this is what I admire about you… your honesty, care and the fact you never let your little brother get into troubles. 

You’re not handsome but pretty,Jongin.

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"Dear Knight."

Dear Knight,

          Knight…

          The light of my soul and the most arousing name to my senses. My boyfriend. How simple, yet average it seems to call you the other-half, a lover or simply the person I love. Considering how fragile, temporary this feeling is in its form, how easy to lose it might be, I’d rather not call you any of those.  Frankly speaking, it’s not even enough.

You gotta admit. Our love is nothing you’ve ever tasted before, nothing you can compare it to. It’s not in the 456th time I say “I love you”, neither it is in the next date I’ll take you on a date or call you “mine”.  It’s not countable, comparable. It’s in the way you exhale against my lips and shiver beneath my fingertips… when you lose a strength to hold back and speak. It’s in the ordinary routine that seems to be a mysterious discovery of shared experiences. It’s in the “stupid” and “dumb”, whispered “yes” and “no” and it keeps on coming back within a brush of lips, a pair of pink and thin tiers pressed against plump and soft ones. Love is when you can remain silent, when you can listen to the other’s heartbeat…. when you hold on tigher with your voice trembling. It’s when I can embrace you and feel you allowing me to.You make me forget my own name when I stare at you…. and lose my beliefs just to live my life staying by your side. And when there’s no one to hold you when you’re weak… when you curse in thoughts upon realizing you’re falling, when it hurts to breathe… I want to be there… with my hand stretched towards you, always ready to hold you.

I really regret not writing such lyrics myself before yet, those are probably the most adequate words I’d ever use to describe you. Let me finish this letter with them.

"I want to give you what you give to meand every breath that is in your lungsis a tiny little gift to me"

I want to be responsible for your happiness.

Love,Jongin

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Dear person I hate

Dear person I hate,

       I’m sure many of my friends are thrilled to see me throwing curse words and insults at you but unfortunately, being a grown-up man with certain emotion stability, I’ll keep the insults aside. However, I have plenty of reasons to feel such a hatred towards you. And this feeling is enormously strong. 

Despite the fact you’ve basically made few things hard for me, I’d say thank you cause I’m truly not affected by what’s you’ve done anymore and I could simply stare and see you slowly falling down and loosing everything you’ve earned within years… and trust me, this is a real pleasure to all my senses to see you loosing it. Don’t approach me ever again. I might be likely to lose my patience this time.

Jongin

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Dear luhan,

Dear Luhan,

        You gotta admit. We started pretty wildly… no matter how bizarre it sounds. It would be an exaggeration to say that I like you in any way or that we’re friends. We’re not. It’s more than obvious. Not to mention, that I consider you very unusual and weird at the same time. However, I caught myself few times attempting to actually draw you closer or to make a step closer myself. Yet, being a stubborn and picky person, I decided not to. Let’s say I’ve assumed that if our paths had been meant to cross… it would have happened sooner or later. Maybe it’s just the fact I frown recalling the time we ended up punching each other. Well, maybe it’s just me.

We’re quite similar at some point. For instance,I admire your straightforwardness. Frankly speaking, you don’t give a shit what people say and you are always ready to speak up your mind. As I’m disgusted by people’s tendency to lie and hide things in order to please others, I appreciate your ability to confront people with your own opinions. I guess that’s it.

With a huge doze of sincere love,Jongin