#lea cw

[kingdomheartskinfessions]

I'm bad at communicating in this life but I still feel the desire to connect with people. I desperately miss Isa, Roxas and Xion but I feel like I mess up every interaction I have because I get too clingy or try to act too funny? Idk. I just wish I could find someone that I could connect with and talk freely with like I did as Axel/Lea but my social anxiety/autism in this life limits me. I just want someone to be patient and understanding with me. I want to have that type of relationship again.

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[kingdomheartskinfessions]

(softly bangs head on those big chairs me terra and aqua have) I MISS LEA I MISS LEA I MISS LEA I MISS LEA IM BORED AND I WANT LEA BACK ...

[kingdomheartskinfessions]

Lea, Demyx, and Xigbar are the absolute best and yall can catch these hands if you don't agree 👊👁👄👁👊

[kingdomheartskinfessions]

You ever just think "wowie i love lea" because . Yeah

[kingdomheartskinfessions]

as an isa kin, all the talk over the years of lea coming to the rescue of isa to save him has been... saddening, honestly. ideally, i'd be able to get out of that situation myself. realistically, i know it'd never happen and as of ddd, it's difficult to see anything else happening, and that hurts. i don't want to be saved. i don't want to become helpless, but i know it's already far past that point. it's either that or i die. that hurts.

[kingdomheartskinfessions]

Its my fault its all my fault I'm the one who wanted to sneak in I'm t he one who pushed us to go farther I'm sorry Isa I'm sorry its my fault

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looks through this blog for attention sake in case my notifications missed anyone i could be talking too and wow i am the only ventus gushing abt lea ... which one of u suckers didnt kick this boys ass (lite version) while your family was falling apart for emotional support and then got attached for life ? am i doing this wrong ? oh well

[kingdomheartskinfessions]

I super miss lea and it sucks i can never really find much on the side of comfort content around cause nobody really touches on the fact we were friends, I don't hold some petty kin grudge over roxas but sometimes if I see that stuff i pretend its Me. Pros of the whole nobody shell yanking your body from some teenagers heart. But i want to wake up and i want to see him doing well again, I just really hope thats what's in store.