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Okay, The Amazing Digital Circus finale spoilers

I cried:

When Pomni and Kinger started working together

When everyone else joined in

I SPECIALLY AND HORRIBLY cried when Pomni and Ragatha talked and they hugged and jesus christ does that hit home a bit tooooo close

I cried... of laughter when we saw Jax's version of Gangle

I cried my eyes out, I cried my whole soul out when Jax talked to Ribbit in her bed. If you watched the movie too, you know exactly at what moment my soul broke in pieces

I cried, cried, cried deeply when Pomni hugged Jax

I criiiiied when I saw Cain's surprise

I criiiiied a lot more when I saw what they all made for the abstracted people

Aaaaand I cried a bit more when the credits rolled

And yeah, make this double since I watched it twice lol

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Not my Tomodachi Life mii falling in love over and over again with literally ALL of my fictional crushes and asking herself if she should still be in love with Pami (they haven't started dating yet)

GIRL, YOU'VE BEEN TROUGH THIS BULLSHIT AS A TEEN, YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES

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so

uh

i guess we'll go watch it again today?? lol

this time, apparently, in Spanish, here in our hometown.

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Guess I can repurpose as a another blog... Maybe like a media log?

But the epiphany wasn't exactly finding the blog log in info by itself

It was rather.. A couple of messages and drafts I still managed to see

I won't be sharing them, but I did screenshot them as a memento for... a lot of things I've been thinking about lately. It's so... Jarring to see such a different version of myself from way back then.

I mean, even starting college I was still thinking, saying and doing some weird stuff... But... It all feels different now. I used to be so hard on myself, on that confused girl... But now, I wish I could hug her and tell her it's all gonna be alright. She sure has some growing up to do, but... Maybe thinking she was always fucking up didn't need to be part of that.

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Hmmm

I guess I'll share one of the epiphanies (is that a word, even? Like... Plural?)

I browsed my old computer looking for my notes of when I read Persepolis for the first time... And I ended finding a certain email address...

Everything's gone and I actually just changed the username, but

Untitled (@seeroftrash) on Tumblr

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My old, old Tumblr account! I managed to see some of my old messages, at least. That was a nice trip through memory lane, I guess...

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