“I usually solve problems by letting them devour me.” ― Franz Kafka
The only way to dissolve the darkness is with the light of truth. As a victim of torture my only desire is to expose the truth to the world of what I have experienced. The extent of cruel brutality and rapacious institutional abuses in the west is barely touched upon by mainstream media mouthpieces not wanting to deter from the propaganda narrative.
I know if it is done to me, I will not be the only one. How many others are under trauma based mind control & continual torture as slaves and pawns? Why does such a barbaric practice still exist? It's weird to be in midst of such an extreme abuse that you know that, when the world knows the extent of the brutality, there will be extreme shock; the kind of things we look back on and go "how could people let this happen? how could they be so inhuman?".
That's the thing, it's not merely a few psychopaths, but there are many layers of people complicit in this vile abuse against my soul (though I ponder if perhaps passing the psychopath test is the new method of gaining security clearances). In the midst of the continual hate, rape, violence, cold cruelty and extreme brutality inflicted upon me, I will not become cruel nor ugly like those who inflict the wounds.
I must fully face the truth of the abuse I experience and am helpless towards, no dissonance, the violence has and continues to devour and I have no choice in that - in that acceptance comes the chance for resolution.
Though I am completely helpless to the continual violence, there is nothing I can do to protect myself, I can continue fighting for justice. If I have justice, I can expose the full truth, and if I can do that, there is a chance I can end this barabaric practice and save others like myself. That is my hope.
