UNSEEN DESIRES
SUM. jun doesn’t just want your attention—he craves it
(STUDY GROUP MLST) . lee jun x fem!reader · obsessive behavior, dark/sweet, pining, a bit ooc · missing this underrated king so bad rn..
every moment spent studying is a calculated move, a way to ensure that you’ll need him. he’s not just doing this to get good grades; it’s so you’ll look at him, notice how hard he’s working, all for you.
whenever you struggle with a problem, jun’s already there, eagerly offering to help. his voice is sweet, but there’s always an undertone of something darker, something desperate.
"you know i'm always here for you," he says, his words dragging out like a promise.
every little detail, every little effort, is to make sure you come to him, to rely on him, and eventually, to want him.
the way jun hands you his notes is deliberate, almost too perfect.
he leans across your desk, his scent filling your senses as he passes them over. his hand lingers just a little too long, fingers grazing yours as if the simple touch isn’t enough to quench the craving inside him.
"take these," he says smoothly, his voice low. "i went through everything so you wouldn’t have to. but if there’s anything else… anything you want, just let me know, okay?" he lets the words hang in the air between you, the double meaning clear as day.
and as you reach for the notes, his grip tightens for a moment, holding onto the paper as if he doesn’t want to let go. his eyes flicker to your lips before he finally releases it, but not without a smirk, one that speaks volumes about what’s going through his mind.
as you study with jun, his body language is all but screaming for you to notice him.
he sits close, so close that you can practically feel his breath against your skin every time he speaks. he purposefully shifts, just a little, until your shoulders brush, making sure you can’t escape the heat that's radiating off him.
every touch and every glance is carefully calculated, a constant reminder that he’s there—that he’s the only one you need.
when you ask him for help with a question, his response is deliberate—lips just inches away from your ear, his words almost whispered.
"i'll always be here to help you, baby…"
"but you’ll have to earn it, you know."
and even when you don’t need his help, jun always finds ways to make you want him.
whether it’s the subtle touches under the table while you're both studying, the way his hand rests on the back of your chair, lightly playing with your hair, or the knowing glint in his eyes whenever you’re near.
he never lets you forget that he’s there, always within arm's reach.
"you can’t get rid of me that easily," he murmurs one day, his voice teasing as his fingers graze your wrist.
"i’ll be around… whenever you need me,"
"and you will need me."