#leg hurty

[e-punx]

Eventually I plan to do a real update since my whole month has had my life kinda fucked, but firstly, I'm doing okay. I'm doing better at least.

I've been out of work since the 9th of this month because I fell at work and hit my head and knee, also injuring my hip, neck, and shoulder.

I'm in physical therapy and seeing doctors through workman's comp, though dealing with them has been It's own bullshit honestly. I've been terrified each time I see a new doctor since I've avoided them for years, but I'm happy to say they've been quite kind and helpful to me so far.

As if the chronic pain and illness wasn't enough

[dommingateez]

every single time in tai chi class i discover new upper thigh muscles that i previously didn't know existed

[libraryfag]

boys will sit down

[sadcowboy69]

am i litch rally getting growing pains at age fucking 19 or is my body just more fucked up than i originally thought

[bucephaly]

Me: tonight i will EXERCISE before bed!

Me, 10 squats in: hnhnhnhngnnhngnhng

[e-punx]

It's been a whole week since the last day of GenCon and my legs still really hurt x(

I'm gonna HAVE TO take a cane/walking stick next year, not just my braces. Especially cause it's not my knees this time it's my shins and on the left it goes to the top of my foot and anytime I stand it's WORSE and it can't just be ignored.

Hating this but also trying to force myself to accept it, I knew it was a matter of time but I feel lonely and upset no matter how I try to hype myself up.

I used to be a one bag, impromptu road trip kinda person and I don't know if I can be again. I also lowkey always wanted to be a gym rat but can't afford a membership and have never known how to work with my legs hurting outside of the "feel the burn" scope and in the "ow real injury ow ow" scope. Idk the pain is bringing the Oh No's and the What If's out of me at this point ig

[pigsducksflowers]

hey uh. i don’t like this part of being an adult where i am moved to tears due to bending my knee while finding the Comfy Position for sleep

[mossy-chaos]

I love how my legs can randomly hurt.

Its never both legs, only one. And its almost never the same leg twice. And sometimes it switches legs while it hurts (which i hate)

Its not like a "oh my leg is acting up" or whatever, i havent done anything to either of them. Its just random pain

I discovered (about a year ago) that those pains are most likely caused by anxiety. I saw it online, and i had noticed that those pains stopped appearing as much when I started my anxiety medication.

But it still happens sometimes.

So when it does happen, i try and figure out what made me anxious (if at all)

But sometimes, my brain just says "i dont fukin know, i dont remember experiencing any anxiety."

And then my leg goes "because fuck you thats why"

And then I have to wait for the pain to go away. (Like RIGHT FUKIN NOW)

Anyways end of rant