since i asked i better do it too so heres a list of my guardians and their charges
leiptrvarthr’s charge is yastrebok, he hates him. because of plot changes, the original reason he doesnt like him is no longer relevant, so i need a new one, but the dynamic of leiptr just thinking yastre’s the biggest wanker going is good and i love it so i wanna keep it
othira’s charge is niet’s curse. at first she thinks he charge is the shade in general, but its actually this specific aspect of it. its been puppetteering her since she was about 13 years old, she never really had to search for her charge, it came to her
ricin spends a long many years not knowing what her charge is, but not feeling the pull to find it either. it shapes her chatracter a lot, she’s very anxious and reclusive, prefering to busy herself with her alchemy studies so she doesn’t have to think of how much of a failure she is. she suffers greatly from homesickness, spending even a day away from ogygia is hard for her. as the years go by her nerves only get worse, and becomes even more prone to panic attacks. the mental impact of the bomb plot in ogygia is far more severe than her physical injuries, as bad as they are. it is only at the peak of the civil war, when she reaches her breaking point, that she realises she never felt the pull of her charge because it had always been there in her childhood. ricin’s charge is the peace within ogygia