#lembtalks

[lembowe]

thinking about old siffrin. siffrin with wrinkles. siffrin with clear signs of aging. siffrin who has been out of the loops so long that they can physically see how their body has changed.

[lembowe]

pssttt hey ppl doing artfight this year remember to go save some refs for characters you want to attack while the site still works!!

[lembowe]

i neeed to see more characters with crooked/yellow/missing teeth that aren't shown as being gross or uncleanly

[lembowe]

im afraid I am but helpless to the simple whimsy of what a beeb is

OH MY GOD this is really funny without context... "i'm beebing it" is a detective beebo fic!! a beeb is. a beebo. which is this guy:

you love timeloops? you love gay people? you love fun restricted color palettes? play detective beebo. its free.

anyways now that you've played beebo... i can talk about the fic (spoilers for ending 10)

the fic is, in theory, if i work on it again, from Ángel's POV!! ending 10... he's house... ángel is unaware.. its such perfect angst... it follows ángel and beebo moving in together, where there are Clearly Many Issues with beebo (house) and ángel is slowly putting the pieces together as to What. there's a lott of tiny details left behind from the Loops that i think ángel can find and piece things together!! i don't know to what extent he starts *investigating* but i do think he does start snooping when there's major things such as Apparently Beebos Blood in the shed and just. Beebo in General. it was a hard choice writing ángel since i don't. have a very good idea of getting into his head easily? it is hard. but i am managing. and also since i looove writing the pov character suffering. its too fun... however!! i felt like it was better for the narritive i wanted to tell and also i wanted to write the weird house character being a weird house character.

i would like to think that ending 9/10 House of Vera often subconciously influences ángel by 'calling' to him, and being warm and inviting specifically to him. he's the House's entire purpose, so it wants to make him feel as comfortable there as possible so it can keep sustaining him and keeping him safe. in the end i think ángel learns about everything, either via finding the photobook or from beebo breaking down and telling him? but i feel like the photobook is angstier and more in-character with beebo's motivations in ending 10? i think it will write itself out whichever is better... if i get there lol. it's less of a liar reveal scene and more of an "oh. *that's* why you're *like that*" scene. there's actually two *rainworld* fics i've been taking some inspiration from for the general story beats? since they both do the Situation Reveal Scene very well and i hope to emulate the feelings they made me feel when reading!! (these being Backwards through the snow and Reset) o7 wish me luck with finishing something

[lembowe]

I saw a beetle earlier today and i thought of the Beatles and then i thought of jon lennon and for some reason i thought of your username

im... im john lennon.... i have to say that IS a new one

[lembowe]

isabeau... what switch? we are in. the second room. we have not had a switch in the pillar yet. what do you know isa.

[lembowe]

hey mutuals. (and followers in general).

i know discord is also a hell platform but if anyone wants to reach out there i'm always open, especially considering the state tumblr is in rn

i think it's in my pinned? (either way its just the same as my blog) but anyways you can just dm me. i dont bite. i would rather not lose you all entirely incase you (or i) leave the platform

[lembowe]

RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous and tag as many people as you have WIPs. People send an ask with the title that most intrigues them, then you post a snippet or tell them something about it.

tagged by @miraene13!!! thank you!

half of these are fic, half of these are drawing, half of these are storyboards!! up to you to discern >:) "i'm beebing it" "sloop bodysharing" "woahhhhhh untitled offstring fic" "friends with you" "[needs a name]" ">:) i don't know what to call this" "do you blame yourself?" "dogdays" "TOYNBEE TILES" "rest now little wolf" "yfyi" "vud" "deadfrinning it" "shimjehi" "NOTHING SPECIAL"

i fear pinging people but... this is open 2 anyone who wants to hehe :)