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[projectarkquel]

Pipiliin ka pa rin araw araw 💙

[projectarkquel]

“Alis na ko”

Sa daang “alis na ko” na pamamaalam kalakip ang tanong na babalik ka pa ba? Eto na ba yung huling pag uusap natin.

Sa bawal “alis na ko” nandun yung takot na sa pag balik ko hindi na ako, sa bawat pamamaalam laging nandun ang takot na baka huli na ito.

At sa bawat pag balik mo papunta sakin dun ko nararamdaman na “ah ako pa rin talaga” saka ko lang nararamdaman yung gaan na kasama ka.

Aalis tayo pero babalik pa rin sa isa’t isa.

Yayakapin ng mahigpit. Mamahali ng higit.

[projectarkquel]

I am stuck with the moment of glory and satisfaction. For a moment, I stood still. Glaring at the window, my head is occupied with moments I will never forget. For once, it felt heaven. The joy, calmness and peace in a night of being true to myself- nothing in between.

Silence engulfs as I turn off the lights. Words are not necessary. Hearing your breath is a luxury. While everyone is asleep, I am right beside appreciating the beauty of your existence.

In between heaven and earth-

You are mine.

And I will be forever yours.

Moments I will forever replay in my head.

[projectarkquel]

I hope you find me here, in my most sacred place, in my safe space.

I hope you find me here, not in my best but in my worst.

I want you to accept me in my most vulnerable state and my weakest point —

Because I want you to love and accept me for who I truly am.

And when the time comes that you're able to find me here, I hope I made you smile, and I hope life is better.

My words belongs to you.

And this moment of silence and resilience, you will always be my calm.

And through it all, I will always choose to stay.

For you.

For myself.

For us.

[projectarkquel]