Project ArkQuel

Doing life with him

[projectarkquel]

Wendz

To the endless possibilities in life

To the constant change we are encountering

Regardless of circumstances

I will always do it with you

With grace

Confidence

Security

Love and respect

Far beyond what I can do

[projectarkquel]

Pipiliin ka pa rin araw araw 💙

[projectarkquel]

You will always be that special flower for me, who blooms effortlessly and brings happiness. Thank you for bringing sunshine to my life during my gloomy days. I will always keep all our memories alive and will treasure them for the rest of my life. It’s been a year of renewed friendship— getting to know more about you.

I will never get tired looking at your pretty face.

My heart will always be full with you in it.

[projectarkquel]

“Alis na ko”

Sa daang “alis na ko” na pamamaalam kalakip ang tanong na babalik ka pa ba? Eto na ba yung huling pag uusap natin.

Sa bawal “alis na ko” nandun yung takot na sa pag balik ko hindi na ako, sa bawat pamamaalam laging nandun ang takot na baka huli na ito.

At sa bawat pag balik mo papunta sakin dun ko nararamdaman na “ah ako pa rin talaga” saka ko lang nararamdaman yung gaan na kasama ka.

Aalis tayo pero babalik pa rin sa isa’t isa.

Yayakapin ng mahigpit. Mamahali ng higit.

[remanence-of-love]

[projectarkquel]

Blur.

Snap.

Reality.

It’s just an emotional roller coaster ride waiting to end. Drawn into the world where I am left hanging by a thread.

Unsure of everything.

Lost if confidence.

Day dreaming.

And endless thoughts about us.

[tragicburnout]

a lot of people have good things to say about you, but you gotta die first

[projectarkquel]

100 letters from land to sea 8/100

Hey, Paps! Not in the mood to write but yeah I will do my best to put some of my thoughts here. I was wondering what is my purpose of being here. Can’t seem to find the right answer. There are times that really tough and are times that are just fine. I keep on missing you of course. Wish you were here to cheer me up. Been keeping myself busy watching Korean series. Started to pack my things for my 2 days Bangkok trip. Just to breathe and to enjoy. I love you. Always.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

It could’ve been so simple. We could’ve been so happy. All you ever had to do was choose me.

[projectarkquel]

But the I was not part of the option to begin with..

[projectarkquel]

100 letters from land to sea 7/100

Hey Paps! Another day of battle here, it is really frustrating but I just need to compartmentalize everything so I won’t get too affected of the things I see and hear. And yes, start of weekend not sure though if ai wanted to go out or just stay at home to save money and to have enough rest.

Just looking for a nice restaurant, wanted to eat steak and seafood and to make a crab sandwich. I am having a weird feeling actually but too early to tell.

Will just wait for a month to check.

Love you everyday. Be safe always.

[projectarkquel]

I hope one day you can talk about me with the same energy and happiness whenever you talk about other people specially your friends.

Well, random thoughts on a Friday.

[projectarkquel]

I am stuck with the moment of glory and satisfaction. For a moment, I stood still. Glaring at the window, my head is occupied with moments I will never forget. For once, it felt heaven. The joy, calmness and peace in a night of being true to myself- nothing in between.

Silence engulfs as I turn off the lights. Words are not necessary. Hearing your breath is a luxury. While everyone is asleep, I am right beside appreciating the beauty of your existence.

In between heaven and earth-

You are mine.

And I will be forever yours.

Moments I will forever replay in my head.

[talking-to-the-sun]

i tried so, so hard to make you happy. it was never enough for you.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

I was always yours, but you were never mine.

[minimalistquotes]

The disrespect was so loud at the end that the memories lost all value.

[projectarkquel]

100 letters from land to sea 6/100

Hey Paps! One more day until weekend. Really exhausted this past few days, a constant reminder that I am working so hard. I am worries about you, a lo of things are going through my head but I just want to dismiss it. I hope you will be okay in the coming days. Please do know that I am your safe space and can tell me what is on your mind, I may not solve every problem you have plus do know that I am always willing to listen.

Things are getting harder here in terms of the environment. It’s frustrating. And you know, I am starting to really hate one of my colleagues here. I’ll tell you personally. But, I am doing my best to focus on my work and just spending my time looking for vacation spots. I am more than okay with it.

I love you everyday.

[projectarkquel]

100 letters from land to sea 5/100

Hey Paps! Hope you are doing good. As much as I wanted to message you but I know that it might be too annoying for you if I asked too many questions. I will do my best to understand you and to focus on my work. Just listening to podcast to sharpen my communication skills and to learn about life as well not as grand but being productive on my own way learning while working. Some days are slow, still 2 more days for weekend. I wanted to eat some good food and excited for our Bangkok trip. Please do know that I am missing you so much. Praying for your safety always.

I love you everyday.