Aug 18, 2014
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NEW INTERVIEW: Justice Crew
Met justice crew on June 5th, 2013 in Toronto, Ontario. I was on the greyhound bus from London Ontario, almost in Toronto and Samson tweeted that JC was in Toronto. So naturally I tweeted back saying that I really wanted to meet them and that I would come to them if I had to. He tweeted me back asking if I was going to the concert that night, but since the tickets were expensive i wasn't going to go. I was at my cousins house when I heard my phone go off, so I asked her to check it. She said it was from twitter so I looked at it and almost fainted. Samson had tweeted me back asking for my full name so he could set aside 2 tickets for me at the box office for that night. My cousin and I spent like 2-3 hours getting ready and even though the show didn't start until 7, we got to the venue at about 3. We were sitting down, just talking, and my cousin looks to the right then nudges me, asking if those guys were 3 members of justice crew. I look over and I see Lukas, Len and John just leaning against a railing, talking to each other. I look at her with the hugest smile on my face and tell her to get up so we can go talk to them. As we walked up to them, I was shaking but I sucked it up and said hi. It was like I had known them my whole life. We spent about 2-3 hours talking to them. I, of course, got pictures with them. Then Solo comes out looking for the other 3 so I get a picture with him. Fast forward till about 6:45, and my cousin and I are in our seats (which were AMAZING) and I see Lukas on the side of the stage. Since I was wearing bright pink, he saw me so I waved at him and he waves back. Deciding to be kinda bold, I made a heart with my hands to him and he did it back!! I couldn't stop smiling!!! 7:00 hits and JC hits the stage. They were only on for about 15 mins but my voice was gone by then. Kesha comes on and after her performance, it was time for JC's meet and greet. The line wasn't too long so we got up to them fairly quickly. First in line was Samson. I got up to him and before I can even say anything he says "your Fani right?" I nod while having the hugest smile on my face (yet again). While I was getting a picture with Samson, John said to Eman (who was next in line) "Eman, that's the girl I was telling you about" while pointing to me. I was smiling so hard my face hurt. I get a picture with Eman and next were the twins. They ask my cousin and I if we were having a good time and we said of course. Next up was Lukas <3. He signs my ticket and he tells me to lean over the table. I do and he gives me a big hug! I felt nice and warm inside. Then Paulie was next. I got a picture with him that Solo and Lukas were in as well. After we left the line, my cousin and I went to a merch stand to ask about JC apparel. There was none so we went back to the boys to ask. They were getting ready to leave so they asked if I wanted one last picture. I wasn't going to say no. So I got a pic with the whole band. Later on that night, as I was laying in bed, I decided to Instagram the photo of me and the boys, I tagged them all, uploaded it, then went to bed. When I woke up, I looked at my phone and saw that Lukas had commented on my photo. In my head I was like "no, it can't be" sure enough, he said "thanks for your support Fani, see you next time we are in Canada." I had a smile on my face for the rest of the day. I had an amazing time while being in Toronto and it was all because of JC and my cousin. <3
Three of the JC boys were on the Riff last Wednesday :) if you haven't seen it you can google it, cute interview and dancing are involved ;)
Part nine.
`April pov
l woke up the next morning to the sound of my phone vibrating. l grabbed my phone of the bedside table and didn't bother to look and picked up. *On the phone* April ; Hello? ?? ; Heyy! Goodmorning, did l wake you? April ; Who is this? ?? ; Err Lenny! April ; Oh, hi. And yes you woke me. Lenny ; l'm sorry, but l wanted to ask you to come to the beach today? April ; No sorry l can't. Lenny ; O. Okay, well speak to you later then? April ; Err yeah sure. Bye. l hanged up and put my phone away. Why did Len just called me? And why did he wanted to hang out with me? l mean, yeah he was my best friend but that changed when they left me alone 4 years ago. l forgot about it and jumped out off bed. l walked downstairs and grabbed an apple. l walked to the living room and put the TV on. An hour later l stood up from the couch and walked back upstairs. l grabbed my undies and a bra and walked to the bathroom. l jumped under the shower and quickly washed myself. When l was done l dried myself off and walked back into my bedroom. l walked to my walk-in closet and looked at my clothes. l grabbed a nice black dress with pink flowers on it. l put it on and grabbed my fancy black sandals. l walked back to the bathroom again and put some make up on. l looked in the mirror and if l say myself, l looked good. l walked back downstairs and out off the house and to my car. l went to the mall again and parked my car in the lot. l walked to the entrance when someone came running towards me. l looked better and saw it was Lenny. Why not.. He stopped infront of me and looked in my eyes. Lenny ; April, l know you could come to the beach but didn't want it, and l understand that but l want you to know that i'm very sorry that we just left you and never talked to you again. l felt horrible. When Lenny told me all that l believed him.. l knew him to good to know he wasn't lying. The nice girl in me came above and told me to forgive him and give him a second chance.
April ; It's okay. l forgive you. l will give you another chance. The same with John by the way. But if you do something like this to me ever again. You won't never see or talk to me again. Okay? Lenny ; Yes! l promise! l gave him a smile and wanted to walk away but he grabbed my wrist. Lenny ; Come with me? April ; Where to? Lenny ; To my and John's house, l want him to know it's okay. April ; Can't you tell that by yourself? Lenny ; No l want him to know that you agree with it and it's our last chance. April ; Err okay, l'll follow you with my car then. Lenny ; l came walking, can l join you? April ; Haha sure. We walked to my car and l drove away from the mall. He told me the way to his home and when we arrived l couldn't believe my eyes. lt was a beautiful house. We stepped out off the car and walked towards the door. Len unlocked it and walked inside with me behind him. l closed the door and walked after Len towards the living room where John was sitting on the couch watching TV. April ; Hey stranger. John turned around and looked me in the eyes. John ; Hey! What are you doing here? April ; it's nice to see you too John. l rolled my eyes and smiled at him. John ; l didn't mean it like that. April ; l know. But l'm here because l give you and Len a second chance. John ; Really?! His eyes grew big and full of hope. He jumped off the couch and ran towards me. He gave me a big hug and a kiss on my cheek. My cheeks burned red and l gave him another smile.
April ; John? Can l talk to you in private? John ; Err yeah sure, is everything alright? April ; Yeah no it's fine. l just want to tell you something. We walked upstairs to his room and l sat on the bed following by John. l looked him in the eyes and l felt the same feeling l had for him 4 years ago. April ; l.. l wanted to talk to you about what you told me yesterday.. John ; O.. l know l shouldn't had told you but.. l cut him off. April ; No John stop. Let me finish. John ; O, yeah sorry.. April ; You told me you still liked me and it's the same with me. John ; What do you mean? His eyes were full of hope and curiosity. April ; l still like you to John. The day you told me you liked me you just walked away and l couldn't tell you l liked you too. So when l went to your home the next day you weren't there and l was heartbroken. l never loved anyone like l loved you and.. He cut me off and pressed his lips onto mine. His lips were so soft and l never wanted this moment to end. He ended the kiss and looked me in the eyes. John; April, will you be my girl? l promise l will never leave you like that again. April ; Oh John, yes! Yes ofcourse l want to be your girlfriend.
Part eight
'April pov
l woke up the next morning to a sound. lt was phone. l got one missed call. l looked at the caller ID but l didn't recognized it so l didn't bother to call back. l looked at the time and it was 10;00 AM l decided l should go out off bed. l went downstairs and made myself pancakes. When l was done eating l heard my phone again. l runned upstairs and grabbed my phone. *on the phone* April ; Hello? ?? ; err.. Is this April? April ; Yes. Who is this? ?? ; It's me, John. John?! Why would he call me after all those years? And why did he saved my number? l didn't replie l just stood there thinking. John ; Err.. Are you still there? April ; Err, yes. John ; l heard Len ran into you yesterday, so l kinda wanted to ask you if l could come over? April ; No sorry. l still was mad because they just left me those years ago. l didn't wanted to see him. John ; O. l want to tell you something. lt's important. April ; Fine.. Meet me at the mall at 11;00 AM. John ; Okay l see you then! l didn't bother to reply and hanged up. l looked at the time and it was now 10;30 AM. l walked to my bathroom and put some make up on. l grabbed the first clothes l saw and put them on. l still looked nice. l walked downstairs and put my black vans on and grabbed my purse. l put my phone in it and walked outside. l stepped in my car and drove to the mall. When l arrived it was exactly 11;00 AM. l stepped out off my car and walked towards the entrance. There he was. The boy l cried about 4 years ago. The boy that left me by myself without saying a word. l walked towards and him and when he saw me he gave me a smile. John ; Wow April, you look gorgeous. April ; mmh thanks. Where did you wanted to talk to me about? l was annoyed by the fact he thought l actually was happy to see him. John ; Can we sit at the bench outside? April ; myeah sure. l walked to the bench and John came sit next to me. April ; Now tell me, what did you wanted to tell me? John ; l wanna explain why we just left without saying a word. April ; Don't bother. l don't care anymore. John ; But l do. l never forgot you. You were on my mind all day. April ; Okay. John ; Why are you being so? April ; So what John? You told me you liked me 4 years ago and you knew l liked you back! And l didn't even get the change to say that to you because you were gone the next day without even telling me! l started to scream but only so he could hear it. John ; l.. l .. l cut him of. April ; l was heartbroken! l tried to call you and Len but neither of you picked up so l gave up. Then l changed myself because l knew that if l would stay that innocent nice girl l would get heart broken again! So that's why i'm being so!
l started to walk away but John grabbed my wrist to stop me. l looked at him to say something mean but his were filled with tears.
John ; l know l should have called you back and explain why we left but l couldn't. l didn't want to hurt you by the fact we left. But that was wrong because you were even more hurt. l never stopped loving you April. l still like you.. l know you don't like me anymore because you moved on but..
l cut him of again.
April ; You still like me? John ; Yes. He looked into my eyes and gave me a weak smile.
Part seven
'John pov
It's been a week since we left. Me and Len had a couple of missed calls of April. We didn't want to pick up because it would hurt her that we're moved to Sydney. l missed Adelaine already. Len and l both went to another school (ofcourse) we liked it but it wasn't the same without April. Len told me April liked me from the moment she saw me. How could l be so stupid to just walk away that night. Sh probably hate me.
'April pov
lt's been a week since the boys left and they still didn't answers their phones. l had given up and just went on with my life. l was very lonely at school now. l hadn't really friends, only Lenny and John. School was over and l ran to my room to change clothes. l put my bikini on and short with a tank top and ran downstairs. l grabbed my board and walked towards the beach. l really loved that place. When l arrived there was hardly anyone around. l smiled to myself and ran towards the sea. A few hours later l decided l should head home. l started to get dark. l missed dinner but my mom didn't care. lf l went surfing she knew l would be back late. When l was home l took a quick shower. When l was done l dried myself of and put my undies and a bra on. l walked to my room and grabbed my phone. l still didn't had a text or a call back. That was the moment l decided l need to change.
*4 years later*
l woke up by the sound of my alarm. lt was saturday but l forgot to turn of my alarm. l looked at the time but is was already 9;00 PM so l jumped out off bed and walked to the bathroom. l stepped in the shower and washed my hair. When l came out and dressed myself l grabbed my phone and went downstairs. l made breakfast for myself and unlocked my iphone. l had one message from my mom.
*Happy birthday honey! Have a nice day! We'll see eachother soon! xxxxx.mom*
l almost forgot it was my birthday today. l was 19 now. l smiled at the text and send something back. l moved last year to Sydney. l went back upstairs and put some make up on. l wanted to go shopping. l put my vans on and went outside. l stepped in my car and went to the mall. l parked my car in the parking lot and went to the first shop l saw. After 2 hours l got hungry and went to a little restaurant on the corner of the street. l stepped inside and nice looking waiter came to me.
Waiter ; Can l take your order? April ; l would like some water and pancakes please. He wrote down my order and walked away. l grabbed my phone out off my pocket and l got another few text. They were from my friends back in Adelaine. l hadn't much friends here only Demi. She had long blonde hair and was a bit taller than me. l was only 5'7. Then l got a text from her ; *Hey were are you? You aren't home? Come home ! l've got a surprise for you!xxxxx.* l smiled at my phone and wanted to walk away when l remembered l ordered something. l walked to the counter and paid for the water and food l didn't get. The waiter looked weird at me and l just smiled at him. l walked back to my car until someone ran into me. l looked at the person and my face turned deathly pale. It was Lenny. Lenny ; l'm so sorry. Are you okay? April ; Yeah l'm fine thanks. Lenny ; Do l know you? April ; Eh.. No.
l gave him a little smile and walked quickly away. l stepped in my car and drove home. When l arrived l saw Demi sitting at my doorstep. l stepped out of my car and walked towards her. l still had a face if l just seen a ghost. Demi ; Finally there are you, woow wait, what's wrong? lt looks like you've seen a ghost. April ; l.....l... Lenny just ran into me! Demi ; Who's Lenny? April ; One of the twins l told you about. Demi ; OMG!! Did he reconize you? April ; No l don't think so.
We walked back into the house and told Demi to make her at home. l walked upstairs to my room and placed the shopping bags in the corner. l looked in the mirror. There was a little photo of me stuck on. l grabbed the photo and looked at it. Then l looked in the mirror. l had changed. l wasn't that nice girl anymore. l dressed myself also different. l didn't go with the fashion. l wore clothes that l liked. (link) l also had a big mouth. l walked back downstairs and joined Demi on the couch.
Demi ; Are you feeling okay? April ; Yeah l calmed down a bit. lt's just l haven't seen him in four years and now he just ran into me on the street. l just can't believe it.
'Lenny's pov
l was running back home until l ran into someone. Lenny ; l'm so sorry. Are you okay? April ; Yeah l'm fine thanks. Lenny ; Do l know you? April ; Eh.. No. She walked on and didn't bother to say something. l recognized that face. l was sure of. l continued my way home and when l entered the living room l saw John watching TV. l joined him on the couch and didn't bother to say something. John ; Also hello. Lenny ; l'm sorry. John looked at me and saw l was thinking about something. John ; Where are you thinking about? Lenny ; l just ran into a girl and.. John ; oooooh! You like her! How did she look? Lenny ; No, not like that. l thought it was April. l looked at John and his face went pale. Lenny ; John? John ; That's not possible. She lives in Adelaine. Why would she come to Sydney? Lenny ; l don't know but l'm 100% sure it was here.
'John pov
When Len told me about April l was shocked. l couldn't believe it. My sweet April, she was in Sydney! l could finally see her again.
Part six
'April pov
*one year later* l still wasn't completly over my father's dad but l could smile again. John and his girlfriend broke up but l still hadn't told him l liked him. l probably wasn't going to do it anyway. It was saturday morning 9;00 AM. l couldn't sleep anymore. l jumped out off bed and walked to the bathroom. l took a long shower and after half an hour l put it off. l stept out of the shower and dried myself off. l grabbed my bra and undies and put them on. When l walked back in my room l looked at my phone and saw that l had one message. It was from Lenny. Hey morning, want to go to the beach? xxx. l smiled at my phone and texted back. Yeah sure ! l'll be there at 10;00 AM? A minute later l got a text back. It was okay so l walked back into my bathroom and put my blue fringe bikini on. It really suited me. l walked to the big mirror on the wall and put some make up on. Not much, only mascara and eyeliner. l walked back to my room again and walked my walk-in closed in. l grapped black shorts and a white tank top. l grapped my grey vans and walked downstairs. My mum was still sleeping because she was very tired and after all it was only 9;45 AM. l grabbed some cereals and milk and walked to the living room. l turned the TV on and ate my cereals. After 5 minutes l was done eating and grabbed pen and paper. l wrote on the note that l was going to the beach with the twins. l put it on the kitchentable. l grabbed my back and my surfboard and walked to the twins house. When l arrived it was exactly 10;00 AM. The twins were already waiting outside for me. Lenny ; That took you long. April ; lt's exactly 10;00 AM so don't complain. l stuck my tongue out at him. John ; Why do you have a surfboard with you? April ; Because l want to surf. Lenny ; Can you surf? April ; Ofcourse! Lenny ; l bet you can't.
We started to walk to the beach because it was only a 20 minute walk. When we arrived l saw it was very quiet. l put my towel in the sand and grabbed my surfboard and ran to the water. l peddled to the big wave and turned around and stand on my board. l was actually pretty good if l say it myself. After a couple of waves l walked back to the boys with a smile on my face.
Lenny ; Okay, l was clearly wrong. You're actually really good! April ; Told you so! John ; Well that was not arrogant haha. April ; l'm just joking, but thanks Len.
We were laying in the sun getting a tan when l got bored. So l sat up and looked at the people at the beach. l grabbed my phone and looked what time it was. It was already 4;00 PM. l went back home and thanked the boys for the nice day. When l walked back into the house l looked for my mom. l walked outside and saw my mom talking to her friend. l said hi and walked to my room. l decided l should do some homework. l looked at the date and saw that next wednesday was the day my died was a year gone. l sighed and went on with my homework. When l finished my homework it was 5;30 PM. l walked downstairs and found my mom and her friend in the kitchen.
Mom ; Hi honey, l made pizza for you. April ; What are you going to eat? Mom ; We're going out for dinner, if you don't mind? April ; Ofcourse not! Mom ; Well, we need to go or we'll be late. l'm probably home late. You can invite the twins if you want? April ; Thanks mom, l'll go call them.
l grabbed my phone out off my pocket and searched for John's number. When l found l pressed the call button and took a seat at the kitchenchair.
*on the phone* John ; Hello? April ; Hey John, it's me, April. My mom went away with her friend, so l wanted to ask if you and Len want to stay over here tonight? John ; Wait l'll walk over to Len to ask him. " Hey Len, l have April on the phone she's home alone and she asked if we want to stay the night?" " Yeah sure, l'll go grab my stuff tell her we'll be there 8;00 PM." John ; We'll be there at 8 ! April ; Haha okay, see ya!
l put my phone away and started eating my pizza. When l was done eating l put my plate in the sink and to the TV. After 10 minutes l heard someone knocking at the door. l looked through the peephole and saw the twins. l opened the door and gave them both a big hug. We spent the night watching movies and laughing together when l started to get tired. l went upstairs to grab some blankets and walked back downstairs. l gave them both a blanket l put my own around me and fell asleep. The next morning l woke up by noises coming from the kitchen. l tip toed to the kitchen to not wake the boys. l saw my mom standing there making breakfast for us.
April ; Goodmorning. Mom ; Goodmorning honey, how did you sleep? April ; l slept pretty good. How was your night? Mom ; I had fun. l made breakfast for you, will you wake up the boys?
l walked back to the living room and saw that the boys had woken up. l smiled at their morning faces and told them breakfast was ready. After ating our breakfast l walked upstairs to grab some clean clothes and put them on. When l walked back downstairs the twins needed to go back home. When they left my mom and me were going to watch a movie.
*Wednesday.*
l woke up by the sound of my alarm. l grabbed my phone and saw it was 7;00 AM. l took a shower and put my school clothes on. l walked to the big mirror and put my makeup on. When l walked back into my room l saw the date at my calendar. It was the day my dad died a year ago. l got a lump in my throat and walked downstairs. When l walked into the kitchen l saw my mother sitting on the kitchentable looking at her tea. l knew she was struggling. l gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and she gave me a small smile. It was time to go to school so l said my goodbye. She waved at me and l walked towards my school. When l arrived l got attacked by the twins. They also knew what date it was. They gave me a big hug and walked beside me. l smiled at them. lf it wasn't for them l still would be a wreck. The day passed slowly. When we finally could go home l sprinted outside and walked as fast as l could home. My mom was already waiting for me and l stepped in the car. We were going to my dad's grave. When we arrived l got a bad feeling. l hated to be at this place. lt reminded me of the day my dad died. When we arrived at his grave a tear rolled down my cheek. My mom gave me hug and started crying herself. When we both calmed down a bit we just stared at his grave, not saying a word. Then my mom broke the silence and told me that it was time to go. When we arrived back home l saw l got a text of John. "l need to tell you someting. Meet me at the park in 10 minutes?XXX. l looked at the time and asked my mom if it was okay l went. She told me to go and l walked outside. l arrived at the park but John wasn't there yet. l sat on the bench when l felt to arms wrap around me and l looked who was hugging me. l saw John's beautiful face and smiled at him. He let go of me and sat beside me. l looked at him and he stared me in the eyes.
April ; What do you wanted to tell me? John ; Well, uhm.. l .. April ; Go on tell me. John ; l like you April. Since the first day l saw you l felt in love with you. And l know you don't like me that way and that's okay. But l wanted it to tell you. April ; John, l.. l don't know what to say l.. John ; No it's okay.Forget it l'll see you. Bye.
He gave me a weak smile and l couldn't even tell him l liked him too. l walked back home and walked straight to my room. My mom didn't ask what was wrong she knew l didn't want to talk about it. l went to bed and fell asleep. The next morning l was woken up again by the sound of my alarm. l did the usual l did every morning and went to school. But when l arrived l didn't saw the twins anywere. l just shrugged it of and walked to my class. When school was over l still didn't seen them anywere so l decided l should go to there home. When l arrived there l couldn't believe what l saw. Their house was for sale. l couldn't believe my eyes and runnend back home. l grabbed my phone out my pocket and searched for Len's number. l didn't want to call John because it would be a little awkward. l dialled his number and put on the call button. l got his voicemail. So l decided to call John anyway. Also with him l got his voicemail. They didn't want to talk to me?