#leo irl

[cs-blank-au-official]

Quick life update:

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Dear Leon, Id like to say thank you for encouraging me and helping me when i was at my lowest, you are like the light on my darkness, you are the inspiration that made me make my series in the first place, i hope your doing well, i hope that you will recover from whatever trauma you have experienced back then,

- Your Admirer.

*john*

🫂

[pitxroxas]

yeah

[leo-lucid]

Astronomically spicy on my birthday! ✨✨

[cs-blank-au-official]

Have you ever planned and written something for a story with all your plans, plot points, and ideas and have LITERALLY ALL OF SAID IDEAS AND PLANS pop up in a show you look up to?

I HAVE. AND I AM SO AMAZED AND SO HAPPY MY IDEAS SHOWED UP BUT IM ALSO GOING FUCKING INSANE OVER IT

/NEG

LITERALLY EVERYTHING. AND I MEAN EVERYTHING I HAD PLANNED FOR MY AU SHOWED UP ONE WAY OR ANOTHER IN ARCANE. EVERY BIT OF MY AU. ALL MY IDEAS AND PLANS. IM NOT EVEN EXAGGERATING.

THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENTS, THE DYNAMICS, THE PLOT POINTS, LITERALLY EVERYTHING I HAD PLANNED FOR CS-BLANK-AU SHOWED UP IN ARCANE.

I'll calm down for this bit. There's both a positive and negative side to me seeing Arcane on Netflix that is related to me writing my AU. Let's talk about it

Upside: I feel like i ended up predicting the show! And it played out SO WELL for Arcane and the development of all characters, plots, and dynamics for literally everyone in the show. I feel so amazed that my ideas for my upcoming projects related to CS-BLANK-AU ended up showing up in such a life changing show such as Arcane

Downside: Now that Arcane has released such an amazing piece of media, i feel like i'm stealing my own plans because someone beat me to it. It feels selfish of me to feel this way. Yes the context is different for Arcane and CS-BLANK-AU, Yes they're different in their own ways, but i can't help but feel like i'm stealing and that i was stolen from.

I understand that nobody owns ideas and that people are capable of having the same ideas without ever knowing someone else had the idea. But this had taken a mental toll on me because of the fact that this both proves that my skills (in the context of Art and Writing) and creative thinking are at the very least, good; and that Arcane is amazing in all the ways ineffable to me and has quite literally changed my life. (ESPECIALLY AS SOMEONE WHO DEEPLY RELATES TO JINX.)

The worst part about this is that someone beat me to it. and now that Arcane is published, whatever i have already written for CS-BLANK-AU will end up looking like i just ctrl c + ctrl v'ed it from Arcane. Straight up plagiarism.

A project i've been working on solo since August 2023 will end up looking like a copied version of Arcane. I'm torn because of it.

Don't get me wrong, i still love Arcane with all my heart. i love the artworks, the animation, the storytelling, and the characters. honestly i love everything about it in such a deep level because of everything between the lines in it. But i can't help but feel hurt.

I won, but at what cost?

[cs-blank-au-official]

Life update: High-key going through shit and hell, but im still alive 😦

I'm sorry for not being able to post CS-AU art for a long time, i've had a rough couple of months—and it's been almost a year. There's more to come for me, but i'll keep updating you guys whenever i can ^^

I hope you guys can be patient with me since life's been rough housing me 🥹

[cs-blank-au-official]

Life Update: im very much alive yall

[leo-lucid]

I’m feelin extra gay in my banana shirt and oxfords! This shits bananas! 💛💛💛