#lesbianmonth

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[bandori-names]

“I love adding people with strange names” says the girl named “Rimiwantsmychoccorn”

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[wingsandfairies]

I'm a lot more feminist now. Being feminist is more important than it used to be. I'm also way more liberal but chill, and I like it.

I'm a lot more serious about finding a girlfriend. Even though I look at guys or fumble with the cash register when I'm serving an attractive guy, I'm a lot more comfortable with myself saying I'm interested in dating a girl, or at the very least having a friend with benefits. I'm happier now that I'm not looking for a boyfriend. Plus there are a lot of perks with having a girlfriend I'm sure. I just wish I could have a girlfriend. Very much. 😭

Sept. 16

[wingsandfairies]

Update 9/11

I miss my boyfriend. alot.

[wingsandfairies]

Update 9/10

I have feelings for a specific girl!! It's so scandalous too because she's my manager's girlfriend....

She totally made my day when she came into the store to get a latte. Later that day I imagined eating her pussy and showing her how much I liked it to get her off.

I had to catch my breath and drink some water after imagining that. 😂

[wingsandfairies]

Day 2 of Sexual Identification

I'm missing my ex boyfriend too much to really focus on anyone else. 😥 Whenever I think of sex and I'm not that horny, I think of the sex we had. That was really special to me. 😭

[wingsandfairies]

Day 1 of Sexual Identification

I've only realized how much I look at guys.

I have seen a hot guy or two today at work.

I also saw some attractive girls, but I never got too attached to any girl in particular like I did with this one guy with amazing hair...I wanted his number.

I definitely tried to be a lot more aware of every woman I saw, but I only really noticed that they were a woman, and not much else. I don't like that I put so much more value on men than on women. I think I still have a lot of imbedded sexism I have to deal with.