Omfg y'all this sport has me fucked up 😭 tell me why I'm on capcut making edits of this one horse my trainer let me ride a few times and I hung out with as much as I could (whish wasn't often but still) and then that turned into missing my current favorite lesson horse (Deena) cause she's at my trainers daughters barn temporarily and I haven't seen her in like a month and now I'm crying over the old mare I rode today and yesterday I just love her so damn much and I just sent my secondary trainer (who owns the old mare) a message at 3 IN THE MORNING over how well she trained this baddass mare and how she's so perfect







