Mar 4, 2018
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Im sorry I'm not quite ready to see you just yet, I thought I was ready, but I was wrong, It's to soon to test the strength of the stitches keeping me from falling apart, I'm not that strong just yet, I've barely hit start, I'm not ready to find out if the glue will keep the damn from breaking and drowning me all over again, I'm not ready to erase you as a lover, and rewrite you to just a friend, I'm not ready to go there just yet.
So I'm sorry, I'm not ready to see you, I'm not ready to act like you still don't have a hold on me, maybe someday I'll be strong enough to look into your eyes, and not feel the world exploding inside, but I'm not there, just yet.
You can keep the things I left, Including the pieces of me that are probably still lying in shards in the corners of your apartment, when you said you hadn't loved me for six months or more,there's no telling where all the pieces fell, when you tripped the cord, but they fell everywhere, and I'm not ready to go back there, and only time knows, When I'll be ready to return to the scene of the crime, where the author finished the last chapter of us, and left the pen stuck in my side, to be reminded that this is the cost of being in love, I'm glad you're doing fine, but I'm not ready to look into your eyes and say I'm happy, cause I'm not happy just yet, And if you are, I'm jealous, cause I'm building my world up with my fingernails, it looks so easy for you but for me it's hell, I thought it'd be easier then this, but I guess I was wrong, maybe you're stronger then me, claps for you and the poppies you're strolling through, I'm not there yet but I will be soon, or atleast, eventually, so please don't take it personally, when I tell you to not write or text me,I need some time to forget all the dreams of us, and all the times you said I was yours, Maybe someday we'll face the truths in our darkness, and be at ease with the voice in our heads that says we're not worth it, maybe I'm wrong but I think we both meant well, and we never wanted to split the trail, sometimes, I guess fate has other plans, like showing me that I'm not your man, isn't it funny, I'm still your biggest fan, after all the tears and broken dreams, you're still the one I want on my team.
I'm trying to convince myself that it's over, but I'm not quite ready to believe it, so when I say I don't want to see you, It's not that I don't, just that I need it, I'm not ready to see you, just yet.
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