Hitting Rock Bottom
A true story by RobloxBannedMe4Terrorism
Winter nights can be cold, unforgiving and brutal but they can also be comforting, beautiful and eye opening. My december 4th of 2022 was a concoction of both. What started out as a simple Harry Potter watchparty ended up being a moment that changed my whole future.
As i was joining my friends in a voice call to watch the movie I had low expectations. It had been a challenging day for me. I had been drinking for the record and trying to stay afloat among the many challenges facing me. Little did i know watching a nostalgic movie with some wonderful friends was precisely the boost I needed to boost forth my mood with a tremendous force.
Jokes ensued and laughs were had but a movie is only so long. As the movie ended and the people started leaving I and two more people decided to stay and we started congenially having a grand old time. But as I would soon cum to know, one word can change your world.
Submit. The sound of the softly spoken word hit me like Apollo 13 breaking the stratosphere. It was almost like a flower blossoming inside of me yet it was terrifying, something unknown had been inside of me all of my life. It wasn’t new, it had just laid dorment. A sudden urge to obey to please. A sudden urge to be submissive to earn affection. A new day had dawned.
Change can be scary, but it is nothing to fear. To live is to change and to change is to truly live. Nothing is the same as it has ever been even if you never truly noticed the miniscule differences. As I enter this new era of life i do not fret and i do not fear. I embrace life and the changes that come with it.
I am a bottom.
The End