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at least i have benevolent podcast
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layinf around in the dark w no holidays cheer or family nearby wishing there was happiness around me, but
at least i have benevolent podcast
People that post shit and then put unrelated tags are so unnecessary. I just wanna see cute art about my ship, I don't care if you don't like them LMAO
My nonfiction piece “Purple” was just accepted by a national undergraduate journal for publication in the 2019 issue. I’m so excited to see my work in print. :)
I am a REAL TREE, everyone is saying im not and that i’m crazy.
But IM A REAL TREE !!!!!
Please support me <3
Much love
November 11, 2017 // What is nothing to you can be love to me. ☀️ . . . . #bnwphotography #bnwsnowday #winterishere #bnwnovember17 #sunshine #afernoons #blacknwhitephoto #mood #bnwmood #shadows #allie3meephotography #allie3mee #letmebehappy #chances #blessed
why..?
i’m so tired, and depressed.
today was any normal day, any normal depressing day. as doubt hung over my head.
My thoughts become more and more suicidal everyday, with cuts and bruises that cover my legs like a road map. i can’t say that i know what loving myself feels like. nor can i express how i feel.
why can’t i have a good bond with myself, hell even my friends and i, don’t have a very good bond either.
today, i cried. cried until i couldn’t breathe. embarrassment filled me as i covered my face, but i couldn’t shake the feeling of how much stupidity i felt with myself.
why can’t i be like any other pretty girl with long healthy hair, or a pretty smile. why can’t i just wake up in the mornings and actually do something with myself?
it’s been a year and 2 months since the night in the hospital, and everynight it still comes back to me. like it just happened a week ago.. which was my breaking point.
i will never be happy.. not with myself, not with anything, but i can at least try.. but like always.. of course, gets me no where.
#heyjoe #letmego #letmebehappy #imnotachildanymore #howsvinny #imhappytho (at Starrett City, Brooklyn)
Boy people get mad when I smile #imhappy #letmebehappy #letmego #imnotachildanymore (at Starrett City, Brooklyn)