Just one of those days I guess
Sometimes I really hate being reminded I'm the "Fat kid." Honestly it really does give me a big road block to over come and sometimes I just can't do it. It's not fair to be judged for something you'd never judge anyone else for. I don't feel comfortable talking to most people and I have to keep telling myself how Great I am to force myself to be mildly comfortable in my own skin but in return I feel as if I sound a little bit too conceited and it make me nervous. I feel like growing up as the "Fat kid." I'm a little more humble and excepting of people not saying of course everyone isn't capable of being that way cause they are but I feel like there's a certain softness that comes from being beat up by the world. I don't know I could be tired and needing love.