#letter 288

[sunflowerwithcrows]

One must cool-headedly keep one hand on the tiller to continue the work, and with the other hand try to ensure that one does no harm to others.

[sunflowerwithcrows]

One wants to be an honest man, and one is, one works just as hard as a porter, and yet one falls short, one has to give the work up, one sees no chance of carrying it out without spending more on it than one will get back for it. One has a feeling of guilt, of falling short, of not keeping promises, one isn’t honest as one would be if the work was paid for at its natural, fair price.

[sunflowerwithcrows]

I myself am very far from satisfied with this but, well, getting better must come through doing it and through trying. It seems to me that a painter has a duty to try to put an idea into his work.