hi, new person in my life.
I may be a writer but I don’t have the right words with me to tell you how much you have changed everything. It has always been rainbows and unicorns whenever I am with you.
There are billions of people in the planet and how amazing it is that your first message sent to me was: “found you!” I guess I have to thank the Gods - both old and new - for heading you towards where I am. I am more than glad that you have found me. Salamat!
I don’t want to call it fate or destiny as it will really sound cheesy - but you really did show up out of the blue, eh? I hope you know how you’ve put colors to my relatively neutral life and gave me some reasons to believe to those butterflies in my belly.
To be honest, I have tried to push you away. But I don’t even know how you managed to be like a wave -- always coming back with stronger current. I don’t know what magic spell you used but when we’re together - I am always paralyzed. LOL You have your weird ways of penetrating my thoughts and I really can’t stop my heart from feeling excited whenever we’re together. What is this? I am sooo scared right now.
You asked if I think about you too (?) No, thinking is not enough to describe my almost everyday struggle to distract my self of my thoughts about you -- if you really do exist and if all of these is true. Thinking of you is an understatement. I want to pinch myself and wake up from this beautiful dream - I don’t want to believe it. cos it feels so beautiful I don’t wanna believe it - our should I?
You are so warm, gentle, and sincere. You are so annoying in so many beautiful ways. You are the reason why I can’t focus staring at the moon and look at the stars instead -- wishing I could make one last wish. Lord, please make this real???? Oh life. Because of you - for one last time, I really want to believe.
So, if you feel like leaving right now...
Don’t, stay.