The harmonious sound of the melodic plucking of the guitar strings that you pick makes my heart go with the rhythm. Ah, this feeling comes again, I still consider you my first love. I don't want to admit it to the whole world, I just always say "Oh we're just friends", isn't it? Our relationship is like the love my father gave me. You care so much about me. It's strange, to be honest, your face looks normal, but when our eyes meet, my heart beats very fast, like the sound of a beat when you play your favorite musical instrument, namely the drums. Once again I want to say this is a strange feeling, I've felt this way many times, I'm always confused about myself, which figure do I want? I like someone who I hate, but on the one hand, I like someone who always makes my heart beat when I throw a punch. It's like a blood cell nerve that flows faster, ah I feel like I want to ask the doctor if this is a normal reaction. or am I suffering from a disease that can make me fall asleep quickly with feelings.
Attention, I'm an only child, every single child must say "I don't lack attention" I would say the opposite, but that doesn't mean my parents don't give me attention, but it's just that it's still lacking in my life. He seems sensitive to me who can always feel a butterfly around dangerously when I get attention from him. Please, make me realize that this is just a feeling as a friend, I want us to stay together forever, but on the one hand, I realize we can't be together. I and have a relationship that people know we are "friends", but can I ask for more from you?
Help me, ah I feel like going crazy this rhythm melody is no longer like the plucking of the guitar strings that you play but this is like the thumping sound of a drum. I'm really confused, is this falling in love? Or am I the only one who always gets nervous?